ok i know i'am wild sometimes but i love my family and friends and i would never abuse they're trust or love my best friend and i are really close

, even thou he's a guy and i'am a girl he knows everyhting about me, he also knows when i am lieing

. he also knows when i have been crying

even thou he'll be in New York or Pakistan

, the thing is last year he went New York

and thats when things went wrong

, he changed

,he went to pk straight after. Then when he phoned it was like i was public enemy no.1 2 years of solid friendship blown in 2 mounths

, now he's back in the U.K he phones nearly every day but i can't talk to him, i feel so hurt, AND I'AM MAD OVER SOME OF THE STUFF HE SAID and he try's to explain but just ends up side tracking the converstation, i don't know what to do any advice?