BITCHy life!

It the start of another peaceful nite!
Peaceful from teh outside yes!!
Sometimes your just sitting there and you want to think about something or someone but your just blank and i mean completely blank no thought running through your head....i think im starting to think now.. no, umm i dont think so...ahan.. ok ugh im not making sense :)or maybe i dont want to make any sense. Maybe its cuz u know the things or teh things peoples say will make u goa litle depressed or rather infuriated in the end.whatever!

I really dont like thinking a lot, not that it hurts my brain or something but its just that im too crazy, im insane, A FREAK as some people put it ,, so i have to keep myself busy to keep my mind off.
Puff it all up yO.
Seriously it helps. All your thoughts like fly away from you.

Ok so i was thinking if i died how would my online buddies wud know that im dead? Not that im such a nice person to be taken notice of or cared about or anything but still!! people would just stop mailing me because they will think im too busy to reply to thier mails, some would say "i think he's dead", not really knowing that infact i am really dead!
But then again ..who cares?
When people who you consider as best o er friends care then frankly you should not expect your hope any higher....tough but true!

Oh well
Life...nothing i can do about it :P

Maybe weed got me crazy.

i offer only the truth and nothing more...

Peace out!