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LiL_DollY

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...........sighing.............


The silly words to a dumb song
linger in my head
it goes like dis...
"Id give my life for yesterday
I love you came to late.."

Cant get it out of my head
WHat Im thinking
is what Im saying
Cause daz the way Im feelin

Weird dreams come and haunt me now
your gone and over with
why dont yah deal with life now
the choices you made
effected us
so now yah pay the price
yup dollaz will be fine
whats your cure for sadness
Mine is spending dollaz
and shoppin
and forgettin all about you.
Cause boy you make me me so
Dam* blue.
And who wants to be blue
you think I care
you dont have a clue
cause I aint kissin up to you
life comes and life goes
now where did your kite go
flew away with the wind
dont try to act kind
trying to think with your
one way mind
or Ill hit rewind
and you wont know what
came your way
cause It'll be
like a big slap in your face.

Hasn't your mama taught
yah to always be on time
never be late
cause whens its 2 late
you'll loose everything
and even when you try to grab it
it will fall through your hand
like sand slipping through your fist
you'll never be able to grab it
cause sure its too late.

........another sigh..........
Posted 25 Aug 2005

LiL_DollY says
              *WARNING: this one might be extra sad*

MY childhood
when that word pops
into your mouth and blurts
out only one thing play in my mind
like a freakin sad story over and over
and you know what else
its one of those movies you can never forget
the one that sticks with you throughout life
like a scar and theres no way to resist.

If some silly person comes onto the oprah show to tell
there stupid story
I myself, get so damn emotional
not cause I feel bad for what someone did to you
but because I feel sad cause Im reminded or something
so terrible and I wish you werent here on Tv blabbin all
about it and reminding me of what my childhood
cost me.

Only if my parents werent working always
and I hadnt been under his supervision
maybe nothing couldve happened
But its those people you trust that if you really think
hard...you cant trust. Its those people that gave birth to you that also ruin you. Its those people who nurtured you that also harmed you. Cna you imagine.

You dont know what im talkin about. Good cause I really dont want to say it straight out.

OH...mom when I told you
I wish you woudlve believed me
thats what hurt me the most. What mother doesnt believe her child
that night I told you
you denied it...
but still you held me when I cried and I fell asleep in your arms.
But mom why werent you there for me...
why didnt you stop it.

Its not funny folks this story is serious so please stop alughing your hurting my feelings. Quit picking on that child it couldve been you.

when I think back to my childhood...I wonder how things couldve been. If I had grown up without this. I see things with more light. Things that might have made life
so much more better. I couldve been a happy child. You person...Oh I hate you so much. I try not to...but you did is so unforgivable.

yes...its unforgiveable...but I am God's creation. And GOd teaches me to forget and forgive. But I try to hard to forget this thing but it haunts me like an unleashed ghost. It follows me like my shadow. It lies in my eyes like frozen tears.

I want to forgive you because Someday I want God to forgive me for the mistakes I made here in this world. BUt thats the only reason.

Sometimes I wish I could throw the whole thing in your face. Like a pudding pie so it slabbers. But then I worry might you have a heartattack.. Then mayeb everyone will blame me for your death. No one knows not even my dad.

WHat do dads do...
try to protect their children...
and if my dad ever found out...Im sure he would also be in shock. ANd then he'd want to kill you even though your the one that brought him into this world. He wouldnt give a ****. At that moment he'd rip you to pieces and I would sit and watch. Cause thats what you deserve.

I jsut dont want to talk about this anymore.



***********I WARNED YAH***********
Posted 25 Aug 2005

this world ij not made for good ppl i think

behind every happy face you alwz find deep sadness

hmmm

dolly sistaaaa



Posted 25 Aug 2005

LiL_DollY says
thxz balich
Posted 26 Aug 2005

Deep breath is solution of hypertension
Posted 27 Aug 2005

sara_kh says
lil dolly
Posted 27 Aug 2005

LiL_DollY said:

thxz balich



Posted 27 Aug 2005

LiL_DollY says
Teen Tracker said:

Deep breath is solution of hypertension



I sigh now and then
or take a deep breathe
so I can relax
i can stress
I can overload on stress
after keeping it in for a while

Thats why deep breathes helps me
slowly blow the stress out
Posted 29 Aug 2005

cutefriend says
dolly slowly ... kitni speed se ????
Posted 02 Sep 2005

LiL_DollY says
slow means no speed silly uncle
Posted 02 Sep 2005

cutefriend says
nahi nahi ager no speed phir speed hoti hia nahi hai aunty
Posted 02 Sep 2005

LiL_DollY says
You make things so difficult dont yah
Posted 02 Sep 2005

cutefriend says
ha ha ha ha ha ha h

mushkil ko asan banooo
asan ko mushkil

Posted 03 Sep 2005

LiL_DollY says
then talk in english

so i can fix your mistakesuncle gee
Posted 05 Sep 2005

cutefriend says
hmmm ok ill translate

made harder from easier
easier to harder


jaldi correct karooo

pnt milye gayen
Posted 05 Sep 2005

BadShaH1 says
dolly

The silly words to a dumb song
linger in my head
it goes like dis...

Yey hamesha itna dumb bhi nahi hota tumhara song
Posted 06 Sep 2005

LiL_DollY says
badshah
so you wanna explain
why its not HAMESHA DUMB








Uncle>>>CF
CHUP CHUP
Posted 06 Sep 2005

BadShaH1 says
cuz its not dumb alwayz,hehe
sometimes achi bongian wajj jati heyn tum sey.
Posted 07 Sep 2005

applaud says
sound interesting convervation among all of you. but let people enjoy here instead let them down, they are free to write what they want (but within other's respect). If you can't listen good things, then don't see them and answer negative.

Keep it up Lil Dolly .

Sajjad
Posted 07 Sep 2005

cutefriend says
Posted 07 Sep 2005

LiL_DollY says
applaud said:

sound interesting convervation among all of you. but let people enjoy here instead let them down, they are free to write what they want (but within other's respect). If you can't listen good things, then don't see them and answer negative.

Keep it up Lil Dolly .

Sajjad




Nice 2 meet yah
thxz
stick around
Uncle Cute friend is boring me ne ways
Its great to see new friends like yah pop
around...it just makes jb a lil funner!
Posted 07 Sep 2005

LiL_DollY says
cutefriend said:


tussi katho mu banaya
Posted 07 Sep 2005

cutefriend says
bas sadi marzi jeeee
Posted 08 Sep 2005

LiL_DollY says
they saadi marzi kitha
Posted 09 Sep 2005

cutefriend says
chalooo jeee tusi apni marzi das deyooo
Posted 13 Sep 2005

mery marzeee
Posted 13 Sep 2005

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