i am being haunted by UCAS lol. but it's so stressfull people are not real from what i have seen. i went on an open day and all i could see was 2.5 children, one mom one dad and one stuck up tank top wearing kid. i went with my friends and i just diddent feel comfortable.
i know alot of people from the area i live in don't make it to college let alone University. but i wanna work hard and make something out of myself.
but still do you ever feel sometimes in some places you don't fit in? i mean the people were on about playing horse polo over the weekend. i was cooking cleaning and watching Sponge Bob, does that make me less or a person? to them yes, with me i work so all my clothes i pay for, with them it's "oo let me get daddys credit card"
i just don't fit in and it's pulling me down
