Liar

people lie alot... Y? i dont know...

they promise u sumthing and assure u that they wont change but as soon as they get to see the situation is going in the favor of their heart... they forget their promises and all those things they talked....

i never wanted to see sum1 becuming sum1 else's but its i guess Allah's marzi that he wanted me to see sum1 like dis and he opened my eyes and he is giving me courage too... coz i guess sum1 wasnt meant to be mine... sum1 just showed me that im being luved by sum1 but that wasnt true... wen ever i said "u will be her's" i was always denied but lolzzzz dil main us kay kiya tha ya main jan nahin payee...

dil main uskay pahla pyar hi raha humesha...
main nay buhat socha k main jb pay topic start nahin karoon gi but i had too...
coz ALLAH nay courage tu di ya accept karnay ki k us nay kabhi mujh say pyar kiya hi nahin tha lakin apnay ander say gubar nikalna hai mujhay aur woh sirf main yahan jb family kay sath hi nikal sakti hoon coz my family is already very tensed due to my health... but INSHALLAH soon i will be OK coz Allah jo karta hai achay kay liyay karta hai...
last night i lost a frnd... not in dat sense but she got married... she went... and im all alone... wen she was getting ready at the parlour and i was luking at her... i was imagining that wen sum1 will get married aaisay he uska pahla pyar jis say uski shadi honay(abhi just engagement) wali hai woh bhi aaisay hi tayar ho gi n dono ki shadi ho jaay gi... but everything is done for a reason and i think ALLAH wanted me to luv sum1 so much k ab aur kisi ko pyar karnay ki himat nahin rahi...
my ami promised me k she will never force me to get married to anyone... n i luv her for dat...

but i just want to tell SUM1 dont think that i will forgive u for everything u did to me... coz Allah nay sabar karnay ki himat di hai maaf karnay ka dil nahin OK


moral of the story: try, i repeat, try not to fall in luv and if u do then try not to indulge in so much that u cant cum out...


Luv u All,
Take Care,
Mysteriousgal