I think this post belongs here and not in the sex forum but it borders
both topics. I am completely unable to penetrate at all with anything
and I am driven to tears and self hatred at this point. Ive never had
sex because of it. Im ashamed to even begin getting physical with a man.
Im 29 years old and in my mind I have a high labido. I have no problem
at all with natural lubrication but i cannot get anything up my vagina.
i went to the gyno for this problem years ago. She went to do a pelvic
exam and when she tried the forceps it felt like literally a hot steel
poker being shoved up me. The pain is indescribable. She got so
frustrated AT ME that she threw her towel down and said "i dont know
what to do"