Stuff.

ever made anyone cry when you were mad?: yes
ever physically hurt someone when you were mad?: not
do you curse when you're mad?: yes

c r y i n g section.
when was the last time you really cried your heart out?: two minutes ago
ever cried yourself to sleep?: yes
ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: no i don't like crying in front of people.. phone yes, but not infront of them.
ever cried over the opposite sex?: yes
do you cry when you get an injury?: no
do certain songs make you cry? yes
can you make yourself cry?: yes

p a i n section.
what's the hardest thing you've ever had to go through?: a lot of things. this one that i'm going through right now..
what's the worst thing you've done to yourself?: many things. messed myself up emotionally. prevented myself from getting close to people that i wish i could have. regret a lot of things.
what's the worst thing you've done to somebody else?: i don't know
ever had a painful break up?: yes sure why not
how depressed can you get?: very
do you inflict pain on yourself?: emotional: yes. physical: no.

h a p p y section.
are you normally a happy person?: Is your ammi usually a happy person?
what can make you happy?: people i like and music
do you wish you were happier?: yes sometimes
what makes you the happiest?: things
is being happy overrated?: Sometimes, it's like pie, pie isn't that great all the time
what about being with your friends, does that make you happy?: very
can music make you happy?: yes

l o v e section.
how many times have you had your heart broken?: once
do you still have feelings for any of your old significant others?: no
have you ever loved someone so much, that you'd die for them?: Yeah.....it's funny how that works/
did you ever love a guy, tell them that, and only got 'thanks' as a reply?: no
ever loved someone so much, it hurt and made you cry?: ummm
has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'i love you' to you?: yes
ever stopped a relationship because they didn't say 'i love you'?: no

h a t e section.
who do you actually hate?: hate is a strong lafaz.
ever made a hit list?: no
have you ever been on a hit list?: im sure I have
are you a mean bully?: no
do you hate any one that breaks your heart?: no...
do you hate George Bush?: does the world go round?

s e l f - e s t e e m section.
is your self-esteem extremely low?: yes
do you believe in yourself?: nope. not at all
when people say they think you are pretty, do you deny you are?: yes
are you one of those idiots that think they are ugly, dumb, and fat?: yes
ever wanted to kill yourself because you thought you weren't good enough?: can't say the thought hasn't crossed my mind but would never go through with it
are you happy with who you are?: sometimes
do you wish you can be someone else?: a lot