SOmETimES HeaRts Made Of Stone

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LiL_DollY

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SomeTImes Hearts MAde of Stone

start to break down

unwanted feelings
start to appear

pushing them away seems so hard
inviting them in seems even harder

this heart was made to suffer
I aint complaining
let it suffer

I have no control

but I wonder why I wanna give
in so easily
and let the situation take control

I feel like taking
a great big step
over it
and never look back
over my shoulder
or under it.

So here I am writing
my feelings and
thoughts away

wondering if your really
reading and how you will
interpret it.

agar bazi hotha
tho kathay
thumey aur koy kaam
nahi hai
hamesha rothi rathee ho

but I aint crying bazi
Im acknowledging my feelings...
but I wouldnt mind hearing it from you
now.

agar asian hothee
tho batho batho
meh hasay dathee
funny girl

agar sohni mohni hothee
tho kahthi
mera GUdiiyah
kado ayee

and if frankie was here
Im sure he would
listen
he's 2 sweet

and if Mr. T was here
he might just be there
as friends do.

if mc was here...
crazy desi boy
lolz...he'd throw
hugs

too bad
I dont see no one

if Mr. Khan was here
he'd be fussing...
DollY MEra Paas Hai
Shes with me here in Holland...

If UnclE Cf was here
he'd say aunty
chachee420 ki hoya???
(my punjabi uncle)


Queenie hothee
tho saree story son kar kathee
PHIR

I MISS U GUYS
(I wanna Cry)

If Adil was here
he'd just give
me hope

If NB was here
he'd want to talk endlessly

KIthay gay saray keh saray

kash koy nah koy tho hotha

saab gaab

If a simPle EveryDay Jb FriEnd
Was Here who I forgot to
mention
they'd make me into Keema

SO I apologize before hand!
Posted 21 Apr 2006

Desi_MC says
Posted 21 Apr 2006

Desi_MC says
dolly u need to play need 4 speed most wanted
cops chase mode
Posted 21 Apr 2006

LiL_DollY says
--->
Posted 21 Apr 2006

Desi_MC says
heyyy cheer up
don hug more... coz im feelin the hawtness.....
n thn i get turned on
if u knw wat i mean
Posted 21 Apr 2006

its okay..im still here.
your secrets out..but dont fear.
bcoz I dont care...what people say.
Once I thought you were weird;
But soon my doubts disappeared.
I think youre normaller than they.
Now you're scared..you're in need.
Clearly someone has to bleed.
ill repay all you gave..
i will give you what you crave.
Let me prove I love you..
Posted 21 Apr 2006

nina says
Dolly
Posted 21 Apr 2006

Rapunzel says
what happened DOLLY

r u ok
Posted 21 Apr 2006

LiL_DollY says
Sometimes when a friend holds your hand
something as simple as their touch
or offers a few words of hope and love
my eyes begin to flush
but nothing comes out

how can someone love

but hate love

how can I care

but dislike love

I dont get it.

I guess its simple
once you step over the red line
you get hurt

then you say its ok

you step over the red line you
get hurt again

and the third time
someone swooshes you over
the red line again
you get hurt again

FInally your body freezes in postiiton
and your heart gives away
and refuses to cooperate.
YOU NEVER CROSS THE RED LINE AGAIN!

its reality
its life
its happened to so many
but its so freakin true

and when we keep thinking about it
we think life sucks

and when my optimistic mind
flicks in I think

what I have is better than nothing

but when Im pestimistic
I think
there might come a day
GOd forbid not
I might lose everything
or something
or someone

And I've lost only one person
realted to me.
I cant imagine losing anyone

but I know if I ever did...
you my friend would be there.

Posted 25 Apr 2006

Daydreamer says
Don't cry a tear for me, for we all have to go someday

Just remember the good times, remember me for all that we had, The times of joy and the times of sadness. They are times that we have shared together as one.

They will make me live on

I will never truly die, in your memories I will be, forever you and me.

I will always be where ever you will, don't worry.

I will be the air that you breathe, the air that you touch, I will be there for you, you will never be lonely till the end of time

Dont cry a tear for me, remember I will always be there
Posted 25 Apr 2006

LiL_DollY says
Desi_MC said:

dolly u need to play need 4 speed most wanted
cops chase mode



lols
crazy but I always loved video games
especially
racing ones

I grew up on
NIntendo
and Super nintendo

used to play it everyday
Posted 25 Apr 2006

LiL_DollY says
Desi_MC said:

heyyy cheer up
don hug more... coz im feelin the hawtness.....
n thn i get turned on
if u knw wat i mean



your crazy
Posted 25 Apr 2006

LiL_DollY says
nina said:

Dolly



thxz nina
Posted 25 Apr 2006

LiL_DollY says
rapunzel said:

what happened DOLLY

r u ok



yeah Im fine honey
just life

Posted 25 Apr 2006

LiL_DollY says
Frankenstein said:

its okay..im still here.
your secrets out..but dont fear.
bcoz I dont care...what people say.
Once I thought you were weird;
But soon my doubts disappeared.
I think youre normaller than they.
Now you're scared..you're in need.
Clearly someone has to bleed.
ill repay all you gave..
i will give you what you crave.
Let me prove I love you..



So while you sitting
bored and listening
you should and
copy your words into
a word program
someday
all your poetry might
make you famous

thxz frankie
Posted 25 Apr 2006

LiL_DollY said:

Sometimes when a friend holds your hand
something as simple as their touch
or offers a few words of hope and love
my eyes begin to flush
but nothing comes out

how can someone love

but hate love

how can I care

but dislike love

I dont get it.

I guess its simple
once you step over the red line
you get hurt

then you say its ok

you step over the red line you
get hurt again

and the third time
someone swooshes you over
the red line again
you get hurt again

FInally your body freezes in postiiton
and your heart gives away
and refuses to cooperate.
YOU NEVER CROSS THE RED LINE AGAIN!

its reality
its life
its happened to so many
but its so freakin true

and when we keep thinking about it
we think life sucks

and when my optimistic mind
flicks in I think

what I have is better than nothing

but when Im pestimistic
I think
there might come a day
GOd forbid not
I might lose everything
or something
or someone

And I've lost only one person
realted to me.
I cant imagine losing anyone

but I know if I ever did...
you my friend would be there.




People come into our lives
and walk with us a mile,
and then because of
circumstance they only stay
a while. They serve a need
within the days that move so
quickly by,and then are gone
beyond our reach,we often
wonder why. God only knows
the reason that we meet and
share a smile, why people come
into our lives and walk with
us a mile...
Posted 25 Apr 2006

LiL_DollY said:

Frankenstein said:

its okay..im still here.
your secrets out..but dont fear.
bcoz I dont care...what people say.
Once I thought you were weird;
But soon my doubts disappeared.
I think youre normaller than they.
Now you're scared..you're in need.
Clearly someone has to bleed.
ill repay all you gave..
i will give you what you crave.
Let me prove I love you..



So while you sitting
bored and listening
you should and
copy your words into
a word program
someday
all your poetry might
make you famous

thxz frankie


i dont want to achieve
immortality
by my work..i want to
achieve it by not dieing
Posted 25 Apr 2006

LiL_DollY says
Frankenstein said:

LiL_DollY said:

Sometimes when a friend
holds your hand
something as simple as their touch
or offers a few words of hope and love
my eyes begin to flush
but nothing comes out

how can someone love

but hate love

how can I care

but dislike love

I dont get it.

I guess its simple
once you step over the red line
you get hurt

then you say its ok

you step over the red line you
get hurt again

and the third time
someone swooshes you over
the red line again
you get hurt again

FInally your body freezes in postiiton
and your heart gives away
and refuses to cooperate.
YOU NEVER CROSS THE RED LINE AGAIN!

its reality
its life
its happened to so many
but its so freakin true

and when we keep thinking about it
we think life sucks

and when my optimistic mind
flicks in I think

what I have is better than nothing

but when Im pestimistic
I think
there might come a day
GOd forbid not
I might lose everything
or something
or someone

And I've lost only one person
realted to me.
I cant imagine losing anyone

but I know if I ever did...
you my friend would be there.




People come into our lives
and walk with us a mile,
and then because of
circumstance they only stay
a while. They serve a need
within the days that move so
quickly by,and then are gone
beyond our reach,we often
wonder why. God only knows
the reason that we meet and
share a smile, why people come
into our lives and walk with
us a mile...


walk two miles with me
not only one
I dont wanna get left behind when one is over
Posted 25 Apr 2006

how many kilometers are there in a mile..??/
i cant walk muchh..
lets take a cab
or else i have my bicycle..
lolz
Posted 25 Apr 2006

LiL_DollY says
Frankenstein said:

how many kilometers are there in a mile..??/
i cant walk muchh..
lets take a cab
or else i have my bicycle..
lolz



lolz...

bikes...
down a hill

up a hill

you up for it???
Posted 26 Apr 2006

yes everready!
lets sail across the moon..
Posted 26 Apr 2006

LiL_DollY says
with our bikes
Posted 27 Apr 2006

give your hand to me..
..i got wings to flyy
i can touch the sky..
..when u look at me
I cant wait..
..lets shoot for
the moon..
Posted 27 Apr 2006

LiL_DollY says


FranKie
yah SMokin something....
Posted 28 Apr 2006

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