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Mani

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Its the things unsaid you see. the things that hurt you deep inside. U hurt soo much but no one can see it, care to see it and u dont want them to either. They can sure feel it but still no one can help you. The thins people want others to assume. The things peoples just keep in their hearts .They jus imagine you know them . Stuff said and done and shown can be compensated. You can apologize, show by your behaviour that you do realize you mistake, that you know where it all went wrong but when people decide to just shut you out that is when you feel totaly helpless, your world shattered around you .It seems you cant even breath right but that dont matter no more. You dont get the reply you are waiting for, no phone calls no letters no nothing .And you sit alone in your room at nights unable to sleep just trying to stop the tears obscuring your vision of the images of utmost happiness. But then you just couldnt beat your ego for a moment to accept that it was all your fault. Yes i am proud. Yes i am rude. Yes i am the way i am. But how would you know if there ever was a fault if nothing is said .Its hard sometimes u know , to jugde things, beahaviours, how people act and react .
What if there is nohing but its just you who are feeling so down and out you make a lot out of nothing .
Still ,for a short while , but it hurts
Deep inside.
And you cant even cry.
Posted 26 Apr 2003

sanam411 says
MANIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII WHASS RONGGG.....AWW...HEYYYY!
Posted 26 Apr 2003

Mani says
hey
Posted 26 Apr 2003

sanam411 says
HEYY WHAT...WHASS RONG MANI....CHEER UP!
Posted 26 Apr 2003

Mani says
daz da problem
i dont know exactly wats wrong wid me
:?
i am cheered up
hhow bout U
Posted 26 Apr 2003

sanam411 says
well yeahh i guess i am too..BUTTTTT WHASS RONGG...
Posted 26 Apr 2003

Mani says
Nothing princess
Why do u think there is something anywas?
Posted 26 Apr 2003

sanam411 says
CAUSEE OF UR POSTS....BUT OK GOOOOOOOOOOODDD THT EVERYTHIN IS OKK
Posted 26 Apr 2003

Mani says
it sure is
well for some it is some it isnt
but life carries on rite
move on rite
cheers cheeers
Posted 26 Apr 2003

sanam411 says
YES LIFEEE CCAARRIES ONNNNNN MOVES ON...YUPP YUPP....SOOO CHEERRR UPPP MANI
Posted 26 Apr 2003

Mani says
huh
yah
it does
formost of thempeeps
cheers to u gurl
Posted 26 Apr 2003

sanam411 says
YEAH MEEE CHEERED UPP...BUTT YAAAAAAAAAA....MANI...WUTS UP....KIAA HUAA...
Posted 26 Apr 2003

Mani says
its like this
i was hungry
and there was nuthign to eat
so i burned ma neighbours house down
and now they are sad

Posted 26 Apr 2003

sanam411 says
WHATTT...MANI..AWWWWW MANII....ITS AIGHTT....
Posted 26 Apr 2003

Mani says
lolz
yeah
Posted 26 Apr 2003

sanam411 says
HEHEHE...:p MANI URR SO FUNNYY....IN A GOOOD WAY THOUGH...ANDD NO IM NOT CALLIN YA CLOWN..BUT SERIOUSLY UR POSTS R FUNNYY...LOL...
Posted 26 Apr 2003

Mani says
:@
nah
no no nooooooooooooooo
not again
noooh
Posted 26 Apr 2003

why you so ... donw ? Mani .... cheers :)
Posted 26 Apr 2003

sanam411 says
WHYY...MANI.,.LOL.......aight urr not
Posted 26 Apr 2003

Mani says
yah man i m not
:P
thanks
Posted 26 Apr 2003

sanam411 says
yupp u welcome
Posted 26 Apr 2003

well shine as a star :)
Posted 27 Apr 2003

Mani says
alrite
i cant understand why people try to piss me off
i try so hard to be polite
and nice
and good
and have manners
and nont diss u
but no
no way can they just keep their shitty selves to themselves
they have got to poke in everything thats none o their bbusniess.............i mean....u know i can hurt U big time..u know i have broken bottles on ma hand..u know i broke ma fingers maself.......u know i put ma ciharettes on ma arm........u know im a freak.......but no U JUST CANNOT GET IT CAN u...........STAY AWAY FROM ME........AND WHAT IS MINE.......STAY f**kING AWAY........f**k ass**** THE only reason u still are here iz cuz of wat i was asked to do..........damnman damn
why cant u just fuking take it in and sod off.........like u think i dont know where u live........wqhere u come from.......about ur crew bitch ass guts?


I WAS BRON TO HURT AND U WILL FEEL MA PAIN............
Posted 02 Jun 2003

Bazigaar says
can i get coke plz
Posted 15 Mar 2006

sure
Posted 17 Mar 2006

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