~tasha~
Age: 124
Total Posts: 47628
Points: 0
Location:
United Kingdom, United Kingdom
Piece back the shattered remains of loss
Return the feeling of acceptance
Return the feeling of remorse
It’s time to let this pass through the veins of destiny
Let’s just feel this way forever
Today the sun brings a new day
Today I move on
Today…I stumble
It’s all coming back to me
The pain of yesterday grips a hold of me
Like death gripping the last leaf in Autumn
(IT’S ALL COMING BACK TO ME!)
It destroys every last molecule inside of me
I’ll just close my eyes till my pupils turn red
(YESTERDAY’S OVER WITH!)
Throw down the influence of what is sacred
Run down all that is dear
I’m still waiting for a sign of welcome
Just to let you know I’m already there
I just want to know if your arms bare the welcoming touch
I just want to know if I can stay forever
Tonight’s the night I do nothing
Tonight’s the night I wait till tomorrow
It’s all coming back to me
The pain of yesterday grips a hold of me
Like death gripping the last leaf of autumn
(IT’S ALL COMING BACK TO ME!)
It destroys every last molecule inside of me
I’ll just close my eyes till my pupils turn red
(YESTERDAY’S OVER WITH!)
It’s all coming back to me
It’s all coming back to me
It’s all coming back to me
(IT’S ALL COMING BACK TO ME!)
I’ll sacrifice any trace of reason for a moment
A moment of surrender from obstacles and paranoia
A time to end looking over your shoulder
A sacrifice from anything real in this life
~tasha~
Age: 124
6564 days old here
Total Posts: 47628
Points: 0
Location:
United Kingdom, United Kingdom
All the things I do,
good deeds,
thoughtful things,
commands upon me I fulfill with
a smile.
It gets my mind to ask some
questions. Like why I'm never
treated how I treat everyone else.
I feel so bad, and I hide
behind a wall.
Then I break the wall,
falling over and tripping.
This isn't me, I know it isn't,
but nothing I can do, nothing I try,
brings out that personality behind
the wall.
So cleverly hidden even I can't
find it.
I used to live it, and now
I can't look at it.
Protecting itself from harm
is what it's doing.
Bring my safe-guard against
anyone who wants to be close to me.
Shattered over and over again,
never healing before it falls
once more, then twice,
and now it's no more
than a shadow, lurking,
hiding from everyone.
My mind tells my body I'm fine,
but I never am.
All those hurt feelings I have
banded together,
weak and not
allowing penetration.
So it lies there, that
hidden persona of me,
living in fear.
