SBG18
Age: 124
Total Posts: 357
Points: 0
Location:
USA, USA
THE THOUGHTS NEVER LEAVE MY MIND. AND JSUT CAPTURE ME WHEN i BEGAN TOO THINK TOO MUCH AND STRESS. THIS FMAILY..THESE FRIENDS WHAT HAVE THEY GIVEN ME. ABSOLUTELY NOTHING. HOW AHS THIS LIFE HELPED ME...I DON'T KNOW. A PERFECTLEY HEALTHY PERSON...AWARE OF THERE ISLAM...CAN BE PUT TO THE EDGE...WHEN THINGS ARENT FORGIVEN...WHEN...NOTHIGN SEEMS TO CHANGE...THE THOUGHT OF SUICIDE...NEVER SEEMS TO LEAVE TEHRE MIND. I GOT DEPRESSION SO BAD LAST NIGHT...THE PAINFUL HEADACHE...THE SICKENING...NAUSEUOS STOMACH...THE FAINTING MIND....I WAS THINKING OF OVERDOSE...
I HAVE NO RESPECT LEFT...IVE RUINED MY LIFE
BUT NOW SINCE IM CHANGEING BACK TO THE REAL ME INSIDE..
PEOPLE ARE PUSHING MY BUTTONS...
TOO MUCH
AND THERE EVENTUALLY GONNA KILL ME.
AYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
