~tasha~
Age: 125
6699 days old here
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The smoke has cleared but the ashes remain after a brief and solitary rain and now you draw a line in blackened still yet burning sand
"How childish is this?" I wonder again your coming of age, I'll never know when Turbulent you reckless spirit now becoming bland
So easy the forecast of your next move Still I ask why, what have you left to prove? You wave me toward you while your mouth tells me to stay away
Stranglehold choking you have on my mind pushing me, daring me to cross the line I can't resist you, well you know, but still you make me pay
You say "Let's be friends, to wrong I admit" the next minute you say the stark opposite Your anger blind burns at me, it means nothing which I choose
A fool was I to give you the power at your shaky hands my life has gone sour You whip the reins I gave you, making certain I will lose
Ironic the iron I feel in your grip trying so hard to crush me, yet fearing my slip for all power is gone if I escape asphyxient control
Suffocation from your hands as you turn blinded eye knowing if I scream in pain that you can simply lie The cup of suffering you gave me long ago was full
But you want me to have some more I see overflowing and running off misery I drink the poison, for I love you, that will never change
I try my best and hardest to stay my side To half understand me not once have you tried You hurt me so much the only comfort I can find is in derange
Emptiness to escape emptiness with my sanity gone there is nothing amiss You are mine and I am yours in madman's fantasy
The end of the tunnel where now there's no sign a final dissolving of your cursed line For very once I witness everything as it should be
But reality burns, the sting so intense It could not be worse and it doesn't make sense the hell I feel within without you could not hurt worse planned
I built what little I had around you it was great what we had, then out of the blue I woke one day to find my shelter broken by your hand
Without your affection I don't want to live The joy of life passes through me like a sieve I want to die, for I have lost the only thing I love
I'll free myself, I'll kill myself this cup of poison to my health only now with death's black raven, we shall see the dove.
~tasha~
Age: 125
6699 days old here
Total Posts: 47628
Points: 0
Location:
United Kingdom, United Kingdom
out of the blackness of lengthy dispair a light came down and filled my eyes with joy that deep void closed and an angel was there if only she was tangeable not coy perhaps I could show her how i can care wings she can't sprout nor be only a toy
Angelic touch, healing salve you have cleansed my gaping wounds Celestial voice brings comfort to one who knows only pain bring me healing sweet angel fill my life with heavens flare Shine on sweet angel I'll be there for you
Music much warms my icy des'late heart opportunity comes and oh it goes trepidation and lack of will did part and your beauty to my caring gaze flows Angel, you have helped me to fin'lly start to see that new pain here eventually grows
Angelic touch, healing salve you have cleansed my gaping wounds Celestial voice brings comfort to one who knows only pain bring me healing sweet angel fill my life with heavens flare Shine on sweet angel I'll be there for you
"Hold me tight" the heav'nly host sweetly chides in my heart you presence was made clearly but the intention of your request hides and wafts throughout my mind intriguingly can she care for me, as my mind abides or will my angel fall, depressing me?
Angelic touch, healing salve you have cleansed my gaping wounds Celestial voice brings comfort to one who knows only pain bring me healing sweet angel fill my life with heavens flare Shine on sweet angel I'll be there for you Could you poss'bly care for me?
miss universe
Age: 33
6391 days old here
Total Posts: 489
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Toronto, Canada
I'm nobody, Who are you? Are you, nobody, too? Then there's a pair of us! Don't tell! They banish us you know. How dreary, to be somebody. How public, like a frog. To tell one's name, The livelong day.
~tasha~
Age: 125
6699 days old here
Total Posts: 47628
Points: 0
Location:
United Kingdom, United Kingdom
miss universe said:
I'm nobody, Who are you? Are you, nobody, too? Then there's a pair of us! Don't tell! They banish us you know. How dreary, to be somebody. How public, like a frog. To tell one's name, The livelong day.
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