Echoes from my past......!

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Mani

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X : im getting married
Y : uh han..
X : you heard ?
Y : yea
X : kidhar say ?
Y : a friend
X : when did u hear about it ?
Y : last week
X : Why didnt you ask me ?
Y : y didnt you tell me yourself ..
X : I wanted you to ask me yourself
Y : oh . humm
X : SO ?
Y : so what ?
X : arent you gonna say something about it
Y : like what ?
X : like you know ... anything
Y : anything like what ?
X : oh forget it .
Y : ok .


the trees sway as i watch the dunnock complete her nest . I noticed it the first time when i came here last week . Thats where i met shoeb who told me she was getting married .



X : acha listen ..
Y : kya ...
X : you wont forget about me , will you .
Y : dunnoo
X : really ?
Y : yeah
X : hummm you're angry right ?
Y : nahh
X : you do understand why im helpless here ?
Y : uh han ..
X : why ?


I stared at her . It was either mist or I could see the summer clouds sweep by in her crisp clear eyes . Her perfume reminded me of orchids , like LED's her bangles shone in a myriad of lil lights hung on a shaadi waala ghar , her brows were as immaculate as ever , her hair fell leisurely on her shoulders , the beige kurta had a nice mild-cream border , the hem fluttered making mute sounds , her slippers were pink in stark contrast with the rest of her , ... everything was perfect but her voice trembled like the solitary leaf inuring to depart from the tree , sadly , having endured all , left hanging on a naked assailable tree on autumn's arrival with nothing to mask its vulnerability . Or maybe it was the departure . I really didnt know what to say . i thought of saying all the things that she wanted to hear .The funny part now that i think of is that i dont remember what i said after all of this . Maybe i do but im making this subconscious effort to forget the past of me echoes with and around people .


I have to find out .
Posted 02 May 2003

angeleyes says
do u want to forget it lol
Posted 03 May 2003

Mani says
?
Posted 03 May 2003

angeleyes says
the past mani do u want to forget ot or not
Posted 03 May 2003

Mani says
it is not if i want to forget it or anything
It is just there
It exists
It doesnt mater if i forget or pretend ot forget about it
Posted 03 May 2003

SaPnA says
ahun Mani
Posted 03 May 2003

2HOT4U says
umm... allrighty!
Posted 03 May 2003

Mani says
isnt it always?
Posted 03 May 2003

angeleyes says
i get u mani but things in the past always remain in the past whether u like them o not but sometimes they come back to haunt u, and then again there are some peeps who always fcuk u up and remind u of it jus to get u goin thats the most annoyin thing about it
Posted 03 May 2003

Mani says
Yeah i guess
but then it is not always the peeps who do that to U
Small things , small things u never notice that they are there can remind u of the past as well
Posted 03 May 2003

angeleyes says
yes that aswell but that thing wont go away lol u cant erase the past
small things remind u of it and peeps push u to the limit
Posted 03 May 2003

Mani says
sucks really
Posted 03 May 2003

ohhhhhhhhhhhh :S :S :S :S
Posted 03 May 2003

angeleyes says
got that rite
Posted 03 May 2003

Mani says
so ur peeps are da ones u have to shut up to jide from yer demonz
:P
Posted 03 May 2003

whts going now ?
Posted 03 May 2003

Mani says
nothing
just some memoies
;)
Posted 03 May 2003

angeleyes says
bad ones
Posted 03 May 2003

Mani says
still cant decide
makes me smile and want to cry at the same time
Posted 03 May 2003

quote:
nothing
just some memoies
;)

well .. memories are never been nothing .. right na ;)
Posted 03 May 2003

quote:
still cant decide


some time .. we can't decide... :) it is nature :)
Posted 03 May 2003

SaPnA says
agree
Posted 03 May 2003

Cute_gal says
well ya should forget ur past...if ya can....& move on...:P
Posted 03 May 2003

Mani says
u still have to move on
dont really matter if u can forget yer past or not
the time changing from the future to the past pushes u forward anyways
no fate!
Posted 03 May 2003

Cute_gal says
right...;p
Posted 03 May 2003

Raziel says
u know i m
dont fite it
Posted 07 May 2003

quote:
agree

kiss say ?
Posted 08 May 2003

Cute_gal says
woteva....:p
Posted 08 May 2003

quote:
woteva....:

I hate this word.. :P some time
Posted 09 May 2003

Cute_gal says
do i care???.....:P....no....
Posted 10 May 2003

good 4 u
Posted 12 May 2003

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