I don’t know Why!

I Don'T Know Why!
.......hun...........
Oh!I never give myself the chance
to really make it up
I just let the wind steal my dreams
though I could make it stop
still I don't know why!
and I pretend to have everything
despite the pain I bear inside
I thought I had a feeling that rang a bell
it's so hard for it seems as if i ought to find
it's only air i'm clutching,only dust in hand
and I'll never really understand why
something within me dies
whenever you touch my hand?
each of my heartbeats cries
trying to understand why? I don't know why!
still, I know my trembling heart
will search for the missing part
I shouldn't worry any way,it's hard to say it
but I decided to leave my heart behind.
why? - I wish I could know why!