[director] I long for eternal peace of mind I long for that final scream of relief I long to expel all emotion I long to feel nothing I long to be a rock I long to be free from all ties I long to feel no regret I long to not care I long for all suffering to end I long for the tear drought
I no longer wish to be heard I no longer wish to be seen I no longer wish to be felt I no longer wish to feel I no longer wish to heal I no longer wish to see I no longer wish to hear I no longer wish to know I no longer wish to be known
I no longer wait to feel I no longer wait to be
I am not a coward I am just exhausted I am just drained I am just tired
I no longer possess hope I no longer possess desire
I once yearned for answers I once yearned for clues I once yearned.
I do not yearn I do not desire I do not hope I do not care
Nor do I wish to be cared for Nor am I at peace Nor do I believe I ever will be
Nor do I expect you to ever understand. [uzi][enforcer]