see
rite now
in this moment fo time
i am pissed
not drunken pissed
but mad raging pissed
i feel like punching thru walls
i feel like shouting so loud my lungs wud burst
i feel like destroying everything beautiful in this world
i wish i can somehow break every single bone in my body so this wud stop
there is no peace.
BUT
am i showin git? am i being mean to anyone?
am i driving my car at mad speed hoping to crash and die?
am i pissed?
no i am not. i am controlling myself. i wud like to think i have nomore nager management issues. that my head in not in the fiery clouds anymore. that people are not scared or intimidated by me. that i am a mere mortal just like the rest o them...and im doing just that.
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