oh. u have been through a lot chand' the only thing i can say is i hope u get speedily get through your troubles. if u dont mind sharing then what happened? oh and that bus fare thing is always happening with me i am useless at money handeling.
when offered i try and b a good child, then later on i realise i needed that.
tt what was ur commitment?
oh i got another one.
when i moved to a new city i was to start uni and i didnt know anyone, so made friends with a girl who hapened to b doing the same course as me, she was really nic and all. well thats the idea she gave me. but she had a really bad habit of bad mouthing ppl on their backs. i dont remeber, oh yeah as a joke i just said stupid to her once, next day she wouldnt talk to me. i tried going up to her and she would spk load tellin me she dont wannna talk so i would moove away. i was so upset so i hate upstting ppl i care for. so i went to her house, she wasnt there and so i spoke to her mum and i started crying so hard.
her mum was ok come back in a few hours. so i left and came back and we made up, and i gave her what my grandmother had given me a special necklace bfr she died. then it was back to friends. course finished and i took a gap yr, where as she carried on.
come next yr turns out she is so distant n shes become friends with the goth she hated. surprise
we spoke a few days fine, alls fine. then one day she jus stopped talking again i tried consoling her. we caught the same bus and i went to her and spoke to her and she started shouting and insulted me infront of everyone on the bus.
that was one of my biggest regret to watch who to get close to, and if someone dont talk to u then mayb their not woth ur friendship. she hated kids, she would get annoyed when a kid laughed with her, now she got kicked off her course is is training to become a child day care nursery nurse.
