Depression or do I think?

try to address to a counsellor, the best solution here

look, you think too much, i guess, you are just overthinking your psychological state

oh, dude, it might be a real depression

I can give you the same situation I've had when my best friend betrayed me and my boyfriend cheated on me. I was feeling depressed and absolutely broken. To tell you the truth, i was even struggling with insomnia and even panic attacks. It was that turning point when my mother said that I need a counsellor to visit and talk to. I'm actually very grateful that I got necessary help and also he advised me to purchase kratom. i've discovered kratomgallery.com and it turned out to be one of the most reliable services dedicated to kratom. they offer purely natural kratom which was previously tested in the lab. It helped me to deal with the depression and insomnia.

Depression should be diagnosed medically, otherwise self-treatment can be dangeorus and do you more harm than use. The only natural remedy against stress and depression I acknowledge is dried medical weed, it provides me with immediate relief via yocan hit (a dry herb vaporizer). 

I have a bit off topic quastion. Where to get bitcoin wallet?

Well, I can say that if you are looking for a reliable bitcoin wallet, I think I know how I can help you. The fact is that I know several pretty good services where you can easily create a secure bitcoin wallet. Here is the link https://bitcoinco.org/ . This is one of these services, so try