Ice cold As I sit in my head Thinking about what I didn’t do. Things I should’ve done How I could’ve been better to you
These things that roll down my cheek They say words That I cannot speak.
Tears that have fallen for you Pain that consumes me inside It hurts so much I cannot hide. Cannot hide from the dark thoughts That come back to haunt me everyday.
These tears are made of velvet for you So soft, yet so cold So hurting, so bold Grasping onto a feeling that I cannot hold
No matter how hard I may try Feeling always seems to slip away from me I’m not blind, yet I can’t see
I want to see your face again Wake up and see you smile right next to me again Feel your arms around me again Hear you breathing in my ear again
All I want... All I need... Is to see you... Hold you.... Hear you... Feel your hand in mine once more... Hear those three words from you again... All that I need Is you to rescue me from my fears... And dry away these velvet tears...
rbaba
Age: 125
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As tears of sorrow fill my eyes I think of you and how it used to be I only wish you would hear my cries Screaming for you to return to me
But you refuse to listen Too shrouded by the hatred of others Not even wanting to start all over again You always look beyond the happiness we had
Do you even remember what it felt like? What it felt like to be in my arms; so sidetracked Overcome with the feeling we shared And all I know is that I want it back
I want to hold you in my arms like I used to Hear you tell me that you love me once more As I wait here all alone I don’t know what else to do Left with a soul shattered and a heart torn
Everyday I mourn your disappearance from my life Everyday I remember how you left me All alone watching darkness overtake the light Don’t you remember how it used to be?
Please, will you listen to my cries? Just once take it into your heart Look at me once more in the eyes So that we won’t seem so apart
Watch as these eyes fill with the sorrow you gave Sorrow that will forevermore consume my mind Maybe then you’ll regret digging my grave The grave you dug while blind...
All alone... Very little hope Nothing left... I try not to stumble I can’t cope... I can only watch myself crumble Only propped up by shreds of hope...
And as I watch as everything around me dies I watch it all with my sorrowful eyes...
~tasha~
Age: 125
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I smile to not show you... How much pain I am still in. I pretend to not notice you as if it doesn’t matter... For to acknowledge your presence would intensify the pain. I smile to not show you... How hard it has been to just let you go. I smile to not show you... That my wound is still wide open. I smile to not show you... That I am still as vulnerable as the last time you saw me. But in my private, solitary space in the universe, I cannot smile through my tears. I cry... Because I still miss our friendship dearly. I cry... Because I am no longer a part of your life. I cry... Because I know that I was not the one who walked away. I cry... Because I let you into my soul where I let few ever go. I cry... Because you will not respond to any of my correspondences. I cry... Because you have given me no choice but to let you go. I cry... Because I can’t let you go. It’s not supposed to be that easy.
~tasha~
Age: 125
6701 days old here
Total Posts: 47628
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United Kingdom, United Kingdom
Droplets of pain Let them scream down your cheek Embed themselves on your neck Listen to their suffering Tingle down your spine Observe your gait On your journey towards hatred Agony is optional Torture as you wish We see your reflection melting
