rbaba
Age: 124
Total Posts: 249
Points: 0
Location:
Singapore, Singapore
Ice cold
As I sit in my head
Thinking about what I didn’t do.
Things I should’ve done
How I could’ve been better to you
These things that roll down my cheek
They say words
That I cannot speak.
Tears that have fallen for you
Pain that consumes me inside
It hurts so much
I cannot hide.
Cannot hide from the dark thoughts
That come back to haunt me everyday.
These tears are made of velvet for you
So soft, yet so cold
So hurting, so bold
Grasping onto a feeling that I cannot hold
No matter how hard I may try
Feeling always seems to slip away from me
I’m not blind, yet I can’t see
I want to see your face again
Wake up and see you smile right next to me again
Feel your arms around me again
Hear you breathing in my ear again
All I want...
All I need...
Is to see you...
Hold you....
Hear you...
Feel your hand in mine once more...
Hear those three words from you again...
All that I need
Is you to rescue me from my fears...
And dry away these velvet tears...
rbaba
Age: 124
6644 days old here
Total Posts: 249
Points: 0
Location:
Singapore, Singapore
As tears of sorrow fill my eyes
I think of you and how it used to be
I only wish you would hear my cries
Screaming for you to return to me
But you refuse to listen
Too shrouded by the hatred of others
Not even wanting to start all over again
You always look beyond the happiness we had
Do you even remember what it felt like?
What it felt like to be in my arms; so sidetracked
Overcome with the feeling we shared
And all I know is that I want it back
I want to hold you in my arms like I used to
Hear you tell me that you love me once more
As I wait here all alone I don’t know what else to do
Left with a soul shattered and a heart torn
Everyday I mourn your disappearance from my life
Everyday I remember how you left me
All alone watching darkness overtake the light
Don’t you remember how it used to be?
Please, will you listen to my cries?
Just once take it into your heart
Look at me once more in the eyes
So that we won’t seem so apart
Watch as these eyes fill with the sorrow you gave
Sorrow that will forevermore consume my mind
Maybe then you’ll regret digging my grave
The grave you dug while blind...
All alone... Very little hope
Nothing left... I try not to stumble
I can’t cope...
I can only watch myself crumble
Only propped up by shreds of hope...
And as I watch as everything around me dies
I watch it all with my sorrowful eyes...
~tasha~
Age: 124
6598 days old here
Total Posts: 47628
Points: 0
Location:
United Kingdom, United Kingdom
I smile to not show you...
How much pain I am still in.
I pretend to not notice you as if it doesn’t matter...
For to acknowledge your presence would intensify the pain.
I smile to not show you...
How hard it has been to just let you go.
I smile to not show you...
That my wound is still wide open.
I smile to not show you...
That I am still as vulnerable as the last time you saw me.
But in my private, solitary space in the universe, I cannot smile through my tears.
I cry...
Because I still miss our friendship dearly.
I cry...
Because I am no longer a part of your life.
I cry...
Because I know that I was not the one who walked away.
I cry...
Because I let you into my soul where I let few ever go.
I cry...
Because you will not respond to any of my correspondences.
I cry...
Because you have given me no choice but to let you go.
I cry...
Because I can’t let you go. It’s not supposed to be that easy.
~tasha~
Age: 124
6598 days old here
Total Posts: 47628
Points: 0
Location:
United Kingdom, United Kingdom
Droplets of pain
Let them scream down your cheek
Embed themselves on your neck
Listen to their suffering Tingle down your spine
Observe your gait
On your journey towards hatred
Agony is optional
Torture as you wish
We see your reflection melting
