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Its only me An echo A whisper A heartbeat A memory in your past Inside Inside your mind ill linger forever Waiting there for years to come All those long years Just waiting I may be gone from you in waking life But my soul will haunt you forever Its my memory as well And your soul will haunt me to Secret memories and thoughts Hidden in secret places Ill be here forever Just waiting Like a rose That crumbles in death But is remembered forever As my love for you Now my love is nothing But An echo A whisper A heartbeat A memory in your past Its only me
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Haunt me, Dimensions of dreams, Swirl by, Colours of sorrow, Merge the past, Into my today, Play with my mind, Steal away my tomorrow. Desert me, Images of what might have been, Relinquish your hold, On my heart's shattered being Taunt me , Memories of yesteryear, Take away , My corroded soul, Within the drop of a single tear.
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I find an old photograph and see your smile. As I feel your presence anew, I am filled with warmth and my heart remembers love.
I read an old card sent many years ago during a time of turmoil and confusion. The soothing words written then still caress my spirit and bring me peace.
I remember who you used to be the laughter we shared and wonder what you have become. Where are you now, Where did you go, When the body is left behind and the spirit is released to fly?
Perhaps you are the morning bird singing joyfully at sunrise, or the butterfly that dances so carelessly on the breeze or the rainbow of colors that brightens a stormy sky or the fingers of afternoon mist delicately reaching over the mountains or the final few rays of the setting sun lighting up the skies edging the clouds with a magical glow.
I miss your being but I feel your presence, In whatever form you choose to take, however you now choose to be.
Your spirit has become for me a guardian angel on high guiding, advising, and watching over me.
I remember you. You are with me and I am not afraid.
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In my own remembering, I can see so many things. Days of bliss were much too brief. Longer nights of pain and grief. In my own remembering, all my sins forgive.
Memory, can never be, mere fact or history. Memory, is more complex; of mute agenda and subtext. Memory, will flow and ebb, according to one's mental web. Memory, a visceral mix, of deja vu and subtle tricks.
In my own remembering, thwarted dreams will all take wing. Flights of fancy, foolish lies, float in ether's cloudless skies. In my own imagining, I begin to live.
Memory, the neurone taps, the fiery spark at the arch synapse. Memory, the self entraps, the slant or view in happy snaps. Memory, applauds and claps, our weary march to last collapse. Memory, marks time elapsed, a heartbeat drawn on virtual maps.
In my own remembering, just a cog or underling, was never made for real fame. Cared not a fig to play the game. In my own dissembling, all my sins forgive.
Memory, is mercury, a silver flash of the quick adept. Memory, is emory, it smoothes a path, and slicks the step. Memory, can gather wool, unless it's used, trained or schooled. Memory, the survivor's tool. Memory, is lost to fools.
In my own remembering, unhappy themes remove thy sting. Regret may prove the heart impure. The loss of love must be endured. In my own remembering, all my sins forgive.
Memory, will often be, a twisted tale of mystery. Memory, can be repressed, or triggered by an idle jest. Memory, so sure to vex, unstring the mind, the bow and flex. Memory, and core defects, become combined in blind reflex. Memory, is never proof, to hold aloft or keep aloof. Memory, is claw and tooth, an ancient art and modern truth.
In my own remembering, the myth of self's - a holy being. Righteous faith is never wrong. No doubt infects my public song. In my own remembering, I begin to live.
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So many times we do not see, that all of life is a memory: Of days gone past both bad and good, and so we dream, as dream we should: But one should always keep in mind, that a memory is a day behind: Live for today with its joy and sorrow, for today is the memory we dream of tomorrow.
HOPE As long as there are more who give than who take, As long as there are more to forgive that to forsake, As long as there are more who love than who hate, Then mankind can not help but survive.
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The thought of you, Once kept me alive. Holding you... Remembering your smile...
It was a beautiful world…
Silence that surrounds me, Now was broken with tears! Makes my life impossible, To live without those fears...
It was a beautiful world…
Madness enraged with anger! I’m losing my words! Dreams they’ve flown, They never seem to land... Making the throne before me empty, Erasing my present…and past...
It was a beautiful world…
I try to run away, But I’m drawn to your memory! I stumbled, I lost my way! I cried but no one hears me! Alone in your memory… Shivering, cold, hopeless… I stand Alone… Within my darkness… Within your memory… Within Your echoing words… Within what used to be our beautiful world…
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Perpetual Memories -----------------------
As I lay here alone staring at the cold grey roof I wish you were here but I know it's no use, memories of us in happier times, thoughts of us cloud my mind.
I ask myself, are these memories all I will have left sometimes I just don't know what to do, nothing brings me such pain, nothings quite the same as… a day without you.
we walk along the beach, rolling beneath a magic blue sky it's time again for you to say goodbye time again to see the fear in my eyes
after you're gone my happiness subsides I give up all resistance I feel frozen inside at times like this I don't know what to do nothing brings such hurt inside nothing else can make me cry like… a day without you
I call you a hundred times a day, I want you to know I'm never far away as we stand alone together in the golden light of the dying day I know exactly what to do nothing makes me so happy nothing is as perfect as… a day spent with you