~one year~

aj aik saal hoa mujhay kisi say door hoay... ya aik saal kaisay guzra dont have words to express... aj my frnd said "pata bhi nahin chala aur aik saal ho gaya is bat ko" n i said "mujh say pocho kay pata chala ya nahin"

kisi ki khushi k liyay apni khushi chorna aur phir us kay nateejay main ya suna k tum nay dhoka kiya baywafayee ki is really hard to live wid...
jab har guzarta hoa din kisi ki yaad dilaay.. har din say koi baat jori ho...tu zinda rahna buhat mushkil hota hai...
but main zinda hon coz maut nahin ati... but main roti hoon coz shaid mari kismat main khushi nahin hai aur ya shaid kisi ki baddua hai... aur main khush hon k maray naseeb main khushi nahin hai coz kisi aur ko dukh day k main kabhi khush nahin rahna chahti...
main nay ab aik nayee dua mangni shoro ki hai... woh ya ka Ay Allah ap nay mari dua tu kabool nahin ki tu plz ya dua kabool kar lain k mari kabhi shadi na ho...Ameen Suma Ameen
main kuch nahin kahna chahti coz i knw ppl think im BAYWAFA and main nay sab story banayee kisi ko chornay k liyay... but koi ya nahin sochta k jab kisi nay apnay ghar k aik insaan ki wajha say mujhay chora tha tu main kitna royee thi but main nay baywafa nahin bola tha... aur wapis pa liya tha... main badla nahin lay rahi sirf ya kahna chahti hoon k same waisay hi mujhay bhi ghar ki wajha say chorna para tu main baywafa ho gayee....
khair hai... ab mujhay adat ho gayee hai aaisay...
aj ki raat woh raat hai jab maray ghar main qayamat thi coz of me... n aj jo subha guzri hai we chatted last time... n jo raat guzar gayee we had a last talk... can never forget anything....
i wish woh insaan mujhay maaf kar sakay.... aur apni aik new life shoro kar sakay coz he deserves sumone much much much better then me... i wish him success throughout his life and a happy health n luvly life to him n his family....
can never forget anything... can never forget him... can never forget his luv...

ITS BEEN A YEAR...AND THIS YEAR WASNT LESS DEN A LIFE....