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Although consumed by fury, you still loved us. At least that is the knowledge of my heart. Screaming like a child, you would beat us Until you snapped, and then the tears would start. "You know I love you," you would cry, demanding More of us through tears than with your fist. And we, through tears, would nod our understanding, Too bullied in our pain to dare resist. Yet now that you've been dead for many years, And I have wandered through my own vast hell, I see the desperate anguish in your tears And hope at last that I can love you well. For only in my love can your love be The love that once, I think, you had for me.
eshajam
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am a sad child. I wonder what's wrong with me. I hear the devil. I see myself dead. I want someone to leave me alone. I am a sad child.
I pretend I was happy. I feel good when I'm alone in my room. I touch blood when I bleed in pain. I worry about completed suicide. I am a sad child.
I understand that my friend's are trying to help me. I say I love my friend's and family. I dream I am hanging myself. I try to do my best to listen to what my friend's have to say. I hope that this isn't the end of my life. I am a sad child.
eshajam
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You said before you died, that I was the key to your heart. But the truth is you were mine. I ask the Lord above, to answer my prayers. That you would come back. But, that wouldn't be fair. I now know that you're happy where you are. Safe in the arms of God without any cares. But I want you to know, that I still love you so. And I'll go on living for Him, Knowing that His light will never dim. Someday together we'll be, But, until then, the Lord will take care of me. So, keep on watching, It won't be long. That from this world, I'll be gone. Into your arms once again, Safe from all the worldly harm.
eshajam
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GIRL SAYS: Ik wada tha tera meray her waday k peechay....Too millay ga mujhay her gali her darwaza k peechay....Too hi bewafa nikla....Ik too nahi tha meray Janazay ke peechay. BOY SAYS: Ik wada tha mera teray her waday k peechay....Main millon ga tujhay her gali her darwaza k peechay....Too ne hi murr ker na dekha....Ik aur janaza tha, teray janazay k peechay
eshajam
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Dard mein koi mausam pyara nahi hota, Pyasa ho dil, to paani se guzara nahi hota, Koi samje zara humari bebasi, Hum unke hain, jo humara nahi hota ..
========================================================= Mere Honton ke mehaktay hue naghmo par na ja, Mere seenay main kaye aur bhi ghum paltay hain Mere chehray par dikhaway ka tabassum hai magar Meri aankhon main udaasi kay diye jalte hain ...
eshajam
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Sapno se dil lagane ki aadat nahi rahi......... Har waqt mushkurane ki aadat nahi rahi...... Yeh soch kar ke koyi manane nahi ayega...Abh humain rooth jaane ki aadat nahi rahi.
eshajam
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Pyar nahin karna tha humse, dillagi to na ki hoti, ae bewafa beech samundar mein lakar mara, ek kashti to di hoti. Humari apni hi chahat humare dil ka zakham bun gai ! Jis sharaab se rahte they dur wahi sharaab ab marham ban gai !!
eshajam
Age: 36
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When you said forever, I thought you meant after today, You made me laugh, you made me cry, Now i have nothing left to say, Why is it that i didnt guess, Before this happened to me? Do you want that girl over there? What on earth do you want me to be? I tried to give you everything, I gave you my very best, Guess its never enough for you, Forget about the rest, You never really meant the words, The words i love you, Tell me now you never did, Or tell me now you do, You broke my heart, But thats not new news, You played me along, I,was had never none that i have b..e..e.n....... used..!
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