YOU LEFT FOR WORK... THE DOOR IS CLOSED AND LOCKED I WATCHED YOU DRIVE AWAY, BUT YOUR SCENT LINGERED... I SHOOK MY HEAD TRYING TO DISLODGE YOUR IMAGE AND TO GET ON WITH MY DAILY CHORES...
'I MISS YOU'...
I MAKE THE BED, OUR BED... WHERE A FEW SHORT HOURS AGO WE HAD LAIN SNUGGLED TOGETHER AS ONE... AND AS I SMOOTHE THE SHEETS, I SEE THE INDENTATIONS FROM YOUR BODY... I LIE DOWN FOR A MOMENT, IN THE PLACE WHERE YOU HAVE LAIN, PUT MY HEAD ON YOUR PILLOW, AND BREATHE IN THE SCENT OF YOU.. I FEEL YOU THERE...
BUT, I ARISE, WITH AN EMPTY FEELING MOVING ON TO THE NEXT CHORE. BUT....
'I MISS YOU'...
I DUST THE MANTLE, AND LIGHT A CANDLE... THE AROMA IMMEDIATELY ASSAILS MY SENSES. I AM HURLED BACK TO OTHER TIMES, WITH FIRE CRACKLING, CANDLES BURNING... BARRY, CELION, FAITH ARE OUR GUESTS.. THEIR SOFT THROBBING MUSIC, PLAYING HAUNTINGLY IN THE BACKGROUND... MY HAND IS FROZEN IN MIDAIR, DUSTING FORGOTTEN AS I AM TRANSENDED BACK TO NIGHTS OF EXQUISTE ESCTASY! OF HEAVENS VISITED, OF STARS TOUCHED, TO FEELINGS NEVER BEFORE FELT!
I MUST MOVE ON, THERE IS MUCH TO DO BUT...
'I MISS YOU'...
I WILL BAKE... AND AS I BAKE COOKIES THAT YOU LOVE SO WELL... THE SMELL OF THEM SIMMERING IN THE OVEN TRIGGERS MEMORYS... SO MANY MEMORIES... OF US, TOASTING EACH OTHER IN THE KITCHEN, LAUGHING, TOUCHING, HUGGING CELEBRATING OUR LOVE... GIDDY WITH THE AWARENESS OF EACH OTHER...
'I MISS YOU'...
YOU CALL, WE SPEAK OF TRIVIAL THINGS, YOU ASK, 'ARE YOU ALRIGHT? YOU SOUND AS IF SOMETHING IS BOTHERING YOU' I DENY, HOW CAN I VOICE IT? YOU ARE BUSY, THERE ISN'T TIME... IT WOULD TAKE A LIFETIME TO EXPRESS... HOW DO I EXPLAIN, THE EMPTYNESS INSIDE, THE YEARNING...
BECAUSE....
'I MISS YOU'...
I COOK, THE SAUCE IS ONE YOU LOVE, I STIR, BUT AS I WATCH THE STEAM ARISE... I PAUSE.. MY MIND DOING TUMBLESAULTS BACK... TO STEAM ARISING... FROM US AND OUR BODIES, AS WE JOIN EACH OTHER, BECOMING ONE.. IN THE THROES OF PASSION..
IT BOILS TO FAST AND I AM BROUGHT BACK TO REALITY... A PLACE WHERE I DO NOT WISH TO BE... AS....
'I MISS YOU'...
I SHOWER, AND AS THE VAPORS REACH OUT FOR THE CEILING.. AND THE MUSIC SOFTLY PLAYS... I THINK OF YOU. I COVER MYSELF IN BUBBLES... SMILING, KNOWING HOW YOU LOVE THEM. BUT A YEARNING OVERTAKES ME.. SO FIERCE THAT IT LEAVES ME WEAK.. AND AS I WRAP MY SELF IN A TOWEL, I AM WISHING IT IS YOUR ARMS INSTEAD! I LAVISH ON ALL MY MANY CREAMS LAYER AFTER LAYER... THEIR FRAGRANCE FILLS THE ROOM.. EACH ONE, INDIVIDUALLY, SOOTHS AND SOFTENS, MY HANDS CARESS PLACES, WHERE YOU LOVE THE SOFTNESS... TOGETHER THEIR MINGLED SCENTS, INTOXIFY! RUSHING THOUGHTS OF US TO MY HEART, WHICH BEATS ERATICLY WITH THE THOUGHT OF YOU..
HERE... NOW.. WITH ME.. TWO BECOMING ONE... YOU MUST SEE...
'I MISS YOU'...
EACH TIME WE ARE APART, IT WRENCHES MY SOUL.. ALTHOUGH I KNOW IT IS ALL REALITYS OF LIFE.. AND ALL NECESSARY... CAN YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT IT DOES? FOR... WE ARE ONE, IN SPIRIT... MIND... AND HEART.. SOULMATES... WHEN WE ARE APART, MY OTHER HALF IS MISSING.. AND I AM NOT COMPLETE, NOT WHOLE...
BUT... THERE IS A KNOCK AT THE DOOR... I AM HANDED FLOWERS.. ROSES, BRILLIANT RED AND SOFT WHITE.. AND NESTLED IN THEIR MIST IS A CARD... 'TO MY SOARING HEART' I PLACE MY FACE SO CLOSE AN INHALE THEIR BEAUTY.. AND TEARS FLOW.. TEARS OF HAPPINESS.. OF YEARNING... OF LOVE... AS THEY SAY TO ME... FROM YOU... 'I MISS YOU!'
MY LOVER, MY BESTEST FRIEND, MY SOULMATE AND MY HEART! FROM MY SOARING HEART
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Well Hum Yahaan Aatey Hi Kiyoon Hain... Apni Sharry Se Baatein Kerne K Liye.. Leykin Kiya Hai Na Hum Ko Yahaan Bula Ker Na Jaane Sharry Khud Kahaan Ghayeb Ho Jaati Hai Waise Sharry I M Really Disappoint Cuz Ya Havent Answered Me .... Sniff Sniff .....
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woh bohat dooor chaltey chaltey .. aab kissi benaam manzil kee musafir hian ... un k ghum ka ilaj aab is duniya mein kahan .................waise shary aapo too bad .. ap ko yahan reply zaroor karna chaiyee na
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ok im here... actually i wasnt around..
well bf summin for u...
No, I can’t forget this evening Or your face as you were leaving But I guess that’s just the way this story goes, You always smile.... But in you eyes your sorrow shows Yes it shows
No I can’t forget tomorrow When I think of all my sorrows When I had you there but then I let you go And now it’s only fair that I should let you know What you should know
I cant live If living is without you I can’t give I can’t give anymore
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Well Thanx Berry Much Sharry Jaanu .. I Knew That Ya Still Love Me .. I'll Write Down Somefin For Ya Aswell... Jus Wait For A Rite Time ... ... Ya Know Sharry That I Come Back Jus Cuz Of Ya SO Dont Ya Even Think To Leave Me Heya ...
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Every breath you take Every move you make Every bond you break Every step you take I'll be watching you
Every single day Every word you say Every game you play Every night you stay
I'll be watching you
O can't you see You belong to me How my poor heart aches With every step you take
Every move you make Every vow you break Every smile to fake Every claim you stake
I'll be watching you
Since you're gone I've been lost without a trace I dream at night I can only see your face I look around but it's you I can't replace I feel so cold and I long for your embrace I keep on crying baby, baby please
O can't you see You belong to me How my poor heart aches With every step you take
Every move you make Every vow you break Every smile to fake Every claim you stake
BoRnFl_iRt
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sharara said:
Every breath you take Every move you make Every bond you break Every step you take I'll be watching you
Every single day Every word you say Every game you play Every night you stay
I'll be watching you
O can't you see You belong to me How my poor heart aches With every step you take
Every move you make Every vow you break Every smile to fake Every claim you stake
I'll be watching you
Since you're gone I've been lost without a trace I dream at night I can only see your face I look around but it's you I can't replace I feel so cold and I long for your embrace I keep on crying baby, baby please
O can't you see You belong to me How my poor heart aches With every step you take
Every move you make Every vow you break Every smile to fake Every claim you stake
BoRnFl_iRt
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Had I Never Known
1nce Again For Ya Sharry ....
Had I never know that beautiful face Where would I be Still smothered in my thoughts content Forever Wondering Lost in the aimless crowds Eternally bickering Searching for answers laid down by the most corrupt of men Finding only desolate ruin
Had I never know that glamorous smile Where would I be Locked far away Shackled in chains of darkness Unable to see the rejuvenating sun Not knowing of love Ignorant of joy Lacking the most sacred of knowledge’s Trapped in endless pentacles of unhappiness
Had I never known that harmonic laugh Where would I be Still thoughtlessly deft Lacking the sweetest of music The songs of love Sonnets of joy Unable to listen to the simplest of sounds Not able to hear The sacred screaming of my heart The forever pledging of my soul
Had I never heard those breathtaking dreams Where would I be Still entangled by greed Looking for only one end My end Missing the beauty of life Lacking the joy of share Void of a heart Having no ambition
Had I never looked into the endless passion of your eyes Where would I be Stuck deep in the glaciers My heart forever frozen Chilled to the bone Unable to shed a merciful tear Unable to see love Missing a key to my heart The doors tightly locked
Had I never kissed your lush lips Where would I be Drowned in a void of darkness Foolish in the ways of love Unable to taste the rich flavor of life Unable to savior the beauty of love Blindfolded to the passions of a heart
Had I never touched your gentle hands Where would I be Still lacking strength Bearing only the crudest of spears Cowardly tricks hidden beneath a sleeve Only able to one My path grown so unclear
Had I never felt your unparalleled strength Where would I be Hidden in the darkest of closets Crying in its pitch Void of honorable confidence Frozen in my stead Bogged down with fear Overweight with loneliness
Had I never met someone as pure as you Where would I be Still shattered in two My heart left broken My dreams torn and tattered My will slowly seeping Blood swiftly dripping My heart forever weeping
Had I never known the splendors of your love Where would I be Who would I be The cruelest of men Confined only to their own dreams My scares left unhealed The pain maximizing Memories of the past killing me Sights of love and joy eluding me
Had I never loved you I would not be the same For your beauty has changed me Its passion enlightening me Your grace flowing through me Your strength beckons me One would be lost Forever want Forever needing Your love
