abie raat ke 1,30 hai, he called and said he only lives for his family's approval, but when family members blackmail you then whats the point of them? kheta hai rista se kush hai and for me not to hate him. i'am trying hard to hold back the tears yet somewhere in me i try to talk sense to him.
i know deep down he is not happy, he is going this Tuersday to the United States. i will keep praying, he's seting up for a fall he cannot return from
i keep hurting but i stay silent. to add sault to a open wound he keeps saying don't tell your friends/family the truth because they will think bad of me. and not to change my phones sim card.
i see deep doubts within him , i still se hope but i'am scared it's like darkeness is surrounding me and i can't see any light
INSHALLAH ALLAH will light the way for his return