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ROSES
You love the roses - so do I. I wish They sky would rain down roses, as they rain From off the shaken bush. Why will it not? Then all the valley would be pink and white And soft to tread on. They would fall as light As feathers, smelling sweet; and it would be Like sleeping and like waking, all at once!
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Lost
Stand still. The trees ahead and bushes beside you Are not lost. Wherever you are is called Here, And you must treat it as a powerful stranger, Must ask permission to know it and be known. The forest breathes. Listen. It answers, I have made this place around you, If you leave it you may come back again, saying Here. No two trees are the same to Raven. No two branches are the same to Wren. If what a tree or a bush does is lost on you, You are surely lost. Stand still. The forest knows Where you are. You must let it find you.
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The Crystal Gazer
I shall gather myself into my self again, I shall take my scattered selves and make them one. I shall fuse them into a polished crystal ball Where I can see the moon and the flashing sun. I Shall sit like a sibyl, hour after hour intent. Watching the future come and the present go - And the little shifting pictures of people rushing In tiny self-importance to and fro.
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Wishes for Sons
i wish them cramps. i wish them a strange town and the last tampon. I wish them no 7-11.
i wish them one week early and wearing a white skirt. i wish them one week late.
later i wish them hot flashes and clots like you wouldn't believe. let the flashes come when they meet someone special. let the clots come when they want to.
let them think they have accepted arrogance in the universe, then bring them to gynecologists not unlike themselves.
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The Shipfitter's Wife
I loved him most when he came home from work, his fingers still curled from fitting pipe, his denim shirt ringed with sweat and smelling of salt, the drying weeds of the ocean. I would go to him where he sat on the edge of the bed, his forehead anointed with grease, his cracked hands jammed between his thighs, and unlace the steel-toed boots, stroke his ankles, his calves, the pads and bones of his feet. Then I'd open his clothes and take the whole day inside me-the ship's gray sides, the miles of copper pipe, the voice of the first man clanging off the hull's silver ribs, spark of lead kissing metal, the clamp, the winch, the white fire of the torch, the whistle and the long drive home.
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Time and Again
TIme and again, however well we know the landscape of love, and the little church-yard with lamenting names, and the frightfully silent ravine wherein all the others end: time and again we go out two together, under the old trees, lie down again and again between the flowers, face to face with the sky.
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Tewkesbury Road
IT is good to be out on the road, and going one knows not where, Going through meadow and village, one knows not whither or why; Through the grey light drift of the dust, in the keen cool rush of the air, Under the flying white clouds, and the broad blue lift of the sky.
And to halt at the chattering brook, in a tall green fern at the brink Where the harebell grows, and the gorse, and the foxgloves purple and white; Where the shifty-eyed delicate deer troop down to the brook to drink When the stars are mellow and large at the coming on of the night.
O, to feel the beat of the rain, and the homely smell of the earth, Is a tune for the blood to jig to, and joy past power of words; And the blessed green comely meadows are all a-ripple with mirth At the noise of the lambs at play and the dear wild cry of the birds
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Captain Stratton's Fancy
OH some are fond of red wine, and some are fond of white, And some are all for dancing by the pale moonlight; But rum alone's the tipple, and the heart's delight Of the old bold mate of Henry Morgan.
Oh some are fond of Spanish wine, and some are fond of French, And some'll swallow tay and stuff fit only for a wench; But I'm for right Jamaica till I roll beneath the bench, Says the old bold mate of Henry Morgan.
Oh some are for the lily, and some are for the rose, But I am for the sugar-cane that in Jamaica grows; For it's that that makes the bonny drink to warm my copper nose, Says the old bold mate of Henry Morgan.
Oh some are fond of fiddles, and a song well sung, And some are all for music for to lilt upon the tongue; But mouths were made for tankards, and for sucking at the bung, Says the old bold mate of Henry Morgan.
Oh some are fond of dancing, and some are fond of dice, And some are all for red lips, and pretty lasses' eyes; But a right Jamaica puncheon is a finer prize To the old bold mate of Henry Morgan.
Oh some that's good and godly ones they hold that it's a sin To troll the jolly bowl around, and let the dollars spin; But I'm for toleration and for drinking at an inn, Says the old bold mate of Henry Morgan.
Oh some are sad and wretched folk that go in silken suits, And there's a mort of wicked rogues that live in good reputes; So I'm for drinking honestly, and dying in my boots, Like an old bold mate of Henry Morgan.
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C.L.M.
IN the dark womb where I began My mother's life made me a man. Through all the months of human birth Her beauty fed my common earth. I cannot see, nor breathe, nor stir, But through the death of some of her.
Down in the darkness of the grave She cannot see the life she gave. For all her love, she cannot tell Whether I use it ill or well, Nor knock at dusty doors to find Her beauty dusty in the mind.
If the grave's gates could be undone, She would not know her little son, I am so grown. If we should meet She would pass by me in the street, Unless my soul's face let her see My sense of what she did for me.
What have I done to keep in mind My debt to her and womankind? What woman's happier life repays Her for those months of wretched days? For all my mouthless body leeched Ere Birth's releasing hell was reached?
What have I done, or tried, or said In thanks to that dear woman dead? Men triumph over women still, Men trample women's rights at will, And man's lust roves the world untamed.
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Beauty
I HAVE seen dawn and sunset on moors and windy hills Coming in solemn beauty like slow old tunes of Spain: I have seen the lady April bringing the daffodils, Bringing the springing grass and the soft warm April rain.
I have heard the song of the blossoms and the old chant of the sea, And seen strange lands from under the arched white sails of ships; But the loveliest thing of beauty God ever has shown to me, Are her voice, and her hair, and eyes, and the dear red curve of her lips.
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A Creed
I HOLD that when a person dies His soul returns again to earth; Arrayed in some new flesh-disguise Another mother gives him birth. With sturdier limbs and brighter brain The old soul takes the road again.
Such is my own belief and trust; This hand, this hand that holds the pen, Has many a hundred times been dust And turned, as dust, to dust again; These eyes of mine have blinked and shown In Thebes, in Troy, in Babylon.
All that I rightly think or do, Or make, or spoil, or bless, or blast, Is curse or blessing justly due For sloth or effort in the past. My life's a statement of the sum Of vice indulged, or overcome.
I know that in my lives to be My sorry heart will ache and burn, And worship, unavailingly, The woman whom I used to spurn, And shake to see another have The love I spurned, the love she gave.
And I shall know, in angry words, In gibes, and mocks, and many a tear, A carrion flock of homing-birds, The gibes and scorns I uttered here. The brave word that I failed to speak Will brand me dastard on the cheek.
And as I wander on the roads I shall be helped and healed and blessed; Dear words shall cheer and be as goads To urge to heights before unguessed. My road shall be the road I made; All that I gave shall be repaid.
So shall I fight, so shall I tread, In this long war beneath the stars; So shall a glory wreathe my head, So shall I faint and show the scars, Until this case, this clogging mould, Be smithied all to kingly gold.
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The Wanderer
ALL day they loitered by the resting ships, Telling their beauties over, taking stock; At night the verdict left my messmate's lips, "The Wanderer is the finest ship in dock."
I had not seen her, but a friend, since drowned, Drew her, with painted ports, low, lovely, lean, Saying, "The Wanderer, clipper, outward bound, The loveliest ship my eyes have ever seen--
"Perhaps to-morrow you will see her sail. She sails at sunrise": but the morrow showed No Wanderer setting forth for me to hail; Far down the stream men pointed where she rode,
Rode the great trackway to the sea, dim, dim, Already gone before the stars were gone. I saw her at the sea-line's smoky rim Grow swiftly vaguer as they towed her on.
Soon even her masts were hidden in the haze Beyond the city; she was on her course To trample billows for a hundred days; That afternoon the northerner gathered force,
Blowing a small snow from a point of east. "Oh, fair for her," we said, "to take her south." And in our spirits, as the wind increased, We saw her there, beyond the river mouth,
Setting her side-lights in the wildering dark, To glint upon mad water, while the gale Roared like a battle, snapping like a shark, And drunken seamen struggled with the sail.
While with sick hearts her mates put out of mind Their little children, left astern, ashore, And the gale's gathering made the darkness' blind, Water and air one intermingled roar.
Then we forgot her, for the fiddlers played, Dancing and singing held our merry crew; The old ship moaned a little as she swayed. It blew all night, oh, bitter hard it blew!
So that at midnight I was called on deck To keep an anchor-watch: I heard the sea Roar past in white procession filled with wreck; Intense bright stars burned frosty over me,
And the Greek brig beside us dipped and dipped, White to the muzzle like a half-tide rock, Drowned to the mainmast with the seas she shipped; Her cable-swivels clanged at every shock.
And like a never-dying force, the wind Roared till we shouted with it, roared until Its vast virality of wrath was thinned, Had beat its fury breathless and was still.
By dawn the gale had dwindled into flaw, A glorious morning followed: with my friend I climbed the fo'c's'le-head to see; we saw The waters hurrying shoreward without end.
Haze blotted out the river's lowest reach; Out of the gloom the steamers, passing by, Called with their sirens, hooting their sea-speech; Out of the dimness others made reply.
And as we watched, there came a rush of feet Charging the fo'c's'le till the hatchway shook. Men all about us thrust their way, or beat, Crying, "Wanderer! Down the river! Look!"
I looked with them towards the dimness; there Gleamed like a spirit striding out of night, A full-rigged ship unutterably fair, Her masts like trees in winter, frosty-bright.
Foam trembled at her bows like wisps of wool; She trembled as she towed. I had not dreamed That work of man could be so beautiful, In its own presence and in what it seemed.
"So, she is putting back again," I said. "How white with frost her yards are on the fore." One of the men about me answer made, "That is not frost, but all her sails are tore,
"Torn into tatters, youngster, in the gale; Her best foul-weather suit gone." It was true, Her masts were white with rags of tattered sail Many as gannets when the fish are due.
Beauty in desolation was her pride, Her crowned array a glory that had been; She faltered tow'rds us like a swan that died, But altogether ruined she was still a queen.
"Put back with all her sails gone," went the word; Then, from her signals flying, rumor ran, "The sea that stove her boats in killed her third; She has been gutted and has lost a man."
So, as though stepping to a funeral march, She passed defeated homewards whence she came, Ragged with tattered canvas white as starch, A wild bird that misfortune had made tame.
She was refitted soon: another took The dead man's office; then the singers hove Her capstan till the snapping hawsers shook; Out, with a bubble at her bows, she drove.
Again they towed her seawards, and again We, watching, praised her beauty, praised her trim, Saw her fair house-flag flutter at the main, And slowly saunter seawards, dwindling dim;
And wished her well, and wondered, as she died, How, when her canvas had been sheeted home, Her quivering length would sweep into her stride, Making the greenness milky with her foam.
But when we rose next morning, we discerned Her beauty once again a shattered thing; Towing to dock the Wanderer returned, A wounded sea-bird with a broken wing.
A spar was gone, her rigging's disarray Told of a worse disaster than the last; Like draggled hair dishevelled hung the stay, Drooping and beating on the broken mast.
Half-mast upon her flagstaff hung her flag; Word went among us how the broken spar Had gored her captain like an angry stag, And killed her mate a half-day from the bar.
She passed to dock along the top of flood. An old man near me shook his head and swore: "Like a bad woman, she has tasted blood-- There'll be no trusting in her any more."
We thought it truth, and when we saw her there Lying in dock, beyond, across the stream, We would forget that we had called her fair, We thought her murderess and the past a dream.
And when she sailed again, we watched in awe, Wondering what bloody act her beauty planned, What evil lurked behind the thing we saw, What strength there was that thus annulled man's hand,
How next its triumph would compel man's will Into compliance with external fate, How next the powers would use her to work ill On suffering men; we had not long to wait.
For soon the outcry of derision rose, "Here comes the Wanderer!" the expected cry. Guessing the cause, our mockings joined with those Yelled from the shipping as they towed her by.
She passed us close, her seamen paid no heed To what was called: they stood, a sullen group, Smoking and spitting, careless of her need, Mocking the orders given from the poop.
Her mates and boys were working her; we stared. What was the reason of this strange return, This third annulling of the thing prepared? No outward evil could our eyes discern.
Only like one who having formed a plan Beyond the pitch of common minds, she sailed, Mocked and deserted by the common man, Made half divine to me for having failed.
We learned the reason soon: below the town A stay had parted like a snapping reed, "Warning," the men thought, "not to take her down." They took the omen, they would not proceed.
Days passed before another crew would sign. The Wanderer lay in dock alone, unmanned, Feared as a thing possessed by powers malign, Bound under curses not to leave the land.
But under passing Time fear passes too; That terror passed, the sailors' hearts grew bold. We learned in time that she had found a crew And was bound out southwards as of old.
And in contempt we thought, "A little while Will bring her back again, dismantled, spoiled. It is herself; she cannot change her style; She has the habit now of being foiled."
So when a ship appeared among the haze, We thought, "The Wanderer back again"; but no, No Wanderer showed for many, many days, Her passing lights made other waters glow.
But we would oft think and talk of her, Tell newer hands her story, wondering, then, Upon what ocean she was Wanderer, Bound to the cities built by foreign men.
And one by one our little conclave thinned, Passed into ships and sailed and so away, To drown in some great roaring of the wind, Wanderers themselves, unhappy fortune's prey.
And Time went by me making memory dim, Yet still I wondered if the Wanderer fared Still pointing to the unreached ocean's rim, Brightening the water where her breast was bared.
And much in ports abroad I eyed the ships, Hoping to see her well-remembered form Come with a curl of bubbles at her lips Bright to her berth, the sovereign of the storm.
I never did, and many years went by, Then, near a Southern port, one Christmas Eve, I watched a gale go roaring through the sky, Making the cauldrons of clouds upheave.
Then the wrack tattered and the stars appeared, Millions of stars that seemed to speak in fire; A byre cock cried aloud that morning neared, The swinging wind-vane flashed upon the spire.
And soon men looked upon a glittering earth, Intensely sparkling like a world new-born; Only to look was spiritual birth, So bright the raindrops ran along the thorn
So bright they were, that one could almost pass Beyond their twinkling to the source, and know The glory pushing in the blade of grass, That hidden soul which makes the flowers grow.
That soul was there apparent, not revealed, Unearthly meanings covered every tree, That wet grass grew in an immortal field, Those waters fed some never-wrinkled sea.
The scarlet berries in the hedge stood out Like revelations but the tongue unknown; Even in the brooks a joy was quick: the trout Rushed in a dumbness dumb to me alone.
All of the valley was loud with brooks; I walked the morning, breasting up the fells, Taking again lost childhood from the rooks, Whose cawing came above the Christmas bells.
I had not walked that glittering world before, But up the hill a prompting came to me, "This line of upland runs along the shore: Beyond the hedgerow I shall see the sea."
And on the instant from beyond away The long familiar sound, a ship's bell, broke The hush below me in the unseen bay. Old memories came, that inner prompting spoke.
And bright above the hedge a seagull's wings Flashed and were steady upon empty air. "A Power unseen," I cried, "prepares these things; Those are her bells, the Wanderer is there."
So, hurrying to the hedge and looking down, I saw a mighty bay's wind-crinkled blue Ruffling the image of a tranquill town, With lapsing waters glimmering as they grew.
And near me in the road the shipping swung, So stately and so still in such a great peace That like to drooping crests their colors hung, Only their shadows trembled without cease.
I did but glance upon these anchored ships. Even as my thought had told, I saw her plain; Tense, like a supple athlete with lean hips, Swiftness at pause, the Wanderer come again--
Come as of old a queen, untouched by Time, Resting the beauty that no seas could tire, Sparkling, as though the midnight's rain were rime, Like a man's thought transfigured into fire,
And as I looked, one of her men began To sing some simple tune of Christmas day; Among her crew the song spread, man to man, Until the singing rang across the bay;
And soon in other anchored ships the men Joined in the singing with clear throats, until The farm-boy heard it up the windy glen, Above the noise of sheep-bells on the hill.
Over the water came the lifted song-- Blind pieces in a mighty game we sing; Life's battle is a conquest for the strong; The meaning shows in the defeated thing.
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On Eastnor Knoll
SILENT are the woods, and the dim green boughs are Hushed in the twilight: yonder, in the path through The apple orchard, is a tired plough-boy Calling the cows home.
A bright white star blinks, the pale moon rounds, but Still the red, lurid wreckage of the sunset Smoulders in smoky fire, and burns on The misty hill-tops.
Ghostly it grows, and darker, the burning Fades into smoke, and now the gusty oaks are A silent army of phantoms thronging A land of shadows.