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To You, Remembering the Past
WHEN we were parted, sweet, and darkness came, I used to strike a match, and hold the flame Before your picture and rould breathless mark The answering glimmer of the tiny spark That brought to life the magic of your eyes, Their wistful tenderness, their glad surprise.
Holding that mimic torch before your shrine I used to light your eyes and make them mine; Watch them like stars set in a lonely sky, Whisper my heart out, yearning for reply; Summon your lips from far across the sea Bidding them live a twilight hour with me.
Then, when the match was shriveller into gloom, Lo--you were with me in the darkened room.
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The Wedded Lover
I READ in our old journals of the days When our first love was April-sweet and new, How fair it blossomed and deep-rooted grew Despite the adverse time; and our amaze At moon and stars and beauty beyond praise That burgeoned all about us: gold and blue The heaven arched us in, and all we knew Was gentleness. We walked on happy ways.
They said by now the path would be more steep, the sunsets paler and less mild the air; Rightly we heeded not; it was not true. We will not tell the secret--let it keep. I know not how I thought those days so fair These being so much fairer, spent with you.
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Any Husband to Many a Wife
I SCARCELY know my worthless picture, As seen in those soft eyes and clear; But oh, dear heart, I know the stricture You pass on it when none are near.
Deep eyes that smiling give denial To tears that you have shed in vain; Fond heart that summoned on my trial, Upbraids the witness of thy pain.
Eyes, tender eyes, betray me never! Still hold the flattered image fast Whereby I shape the fond endeavour To justify your faith at last.
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Post Mortem
I LAY in my coffin under the sod; But the rooks they caw'd, and the sheep they trod And munch'd and bleated, and made such a noise-- What with the feet of the charity boys Trampling over the old grave-stones-- That it loosen'd my inarticulate bones, And chased my sleep away.
So I turn'd (for the coffin is not so full As it was, you know) my aching skull; And said to my wife--and it's not my fault If she does lie next to me in the vault-- Said to her kindly, "My love, my dear, How do you like these sounds we hear Over our heads to-day?"
My wife had always a good strong voice; But I'm not so sure that I did rejoice When I found it as strong as it used to be, And so unexpectedly close to me: I thought, if her temper should set in, Why, the boards between us are very thin, And whenever the bearers come one by one To deposit the corpse of my eldest son, Who is spending the earnings of his papa With such sumptuous ease and such great eclat, They may think it more pleasant, perhaps, than I did, To find that in death we were not divided. However, I trusted to time and the worms; And I kept myself to the mildest terms Of a conjugal "How d'ye do."
"John," said my wife, "you're a Body, like me; At least if you ain't, why you ought to be; And I really don't think, when I reflect, That I ought to pay as much respect To a rattling prattling skeleton As I did to a man of sixteen stone. However" (says she), "I shall just remark That this here place is so cool and dark, I'm certain sure, if you hadn't have spoke, My slumber'd never have thus been broke; So I wish you'd keep your--voice in your head; For I don't see the good of being dead, If one mayn't be quiet too."
She spoke so clear and she spoke so loud, I thank'd my stars that a linen shroud And a pair of boards (though they were but thin) Kept out some part of that well-known din: And, talking of shrouds, the very next word That my empty echoing orbits heard Was, "Gracious me, I can tell by the feel That I'm all over rags from head to heel! Here's jobs for needle and thread without ending, For there's ever-so-many holes wants mending!" "My love," I ventured to say, "I fear It's not much use, your mending 'em here; For, as fast as you do, there's worse than moth, And worse than mice, or rats, or both, Will eat up the work of your cotton ball And leave you never a shroud at all-- No more than they have to me."
Now, whether it was that she took it ill My seeking to question her feminine skill, Or whether 'twas simply that we were wedded-- The very thing happen'd that I most dreaded: For, by way of reply, on the coffin-side, Just where the planks had started wide, There came a blow so straight and true That it shook my vertebral column in two; And what more might have follow'd I cannot tell, But that very minute ('twas just as well) The flagstone was lifted overhead, And the red-nosed buriers of the dead Let down a load on my coffin-plate That stunned me quite with the shock of its weight. 'Twas the corpse, of course, of my eldest son, Who had injured his brain (a little one) By many a spirituous brain-dissolver, And finish'd it off with a Colt's revolver. Well--when they had gone and the noise had ceased, I look'd for one other attack, at least: But, would you believe it? The place was quiet, And the worms resumed their usual diet! Nay, everything else was silent too; The rooks they neither caw'd nor flew, And the sheep slept sound by footstone and head, And the charity boys had been whipp'd to bed. So I turn'd again, and I said to myself-- "Now, as sure as I'm laid on this sordid shelf Away from the living that smile or weep, I'll sleep if I can, and let her too sleep: And I will not once, for pleasure or pain, Unhinge my jaws to speak again, No, not if she speaks to me."
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Music's Duel
NOW Westward Sol had spent the richest Beams Of Noon's high Glory, when hard by the streams Of Tiber, on the scene of a green plat, Under protection an an Oak, there sat A sweet Lute's-master, in whose gentle aires He lost the Day's heat, and his own hot cares. Close in the covert of the leaves there stood A Nightingale, come from the neighboring wood: (The sweet inhabitant of each glad Tree, Their Muse, their Syren, harmless Syren she) There stood she list'ning, and did entertain The Music's soft report, and mold the same In her own murmurs, that what ever mood His curious fingers lent, her voice made good; The man preceiv'd his Rival, and her Art, Dispos'd to give the light-foot Lady sport Awakes his Lute, and 'gainst the fight to come Informs it, in a sweet Praeludium Of closer strains, and ere the war begin, He lightly skirmishes on every string Char'd with a flying touch; and staightway she Carves out her dainty voice as readily, Into a thousand sweet distinguish'd Tones, And reckons up in soft divisions, Quick volumes of wild Notes, to let him know By that shrill taste, she could do something, too. His nimble hands instinct then taught each string A cap'ring cheerfulness, and made them sing Toi their own dance; now negligently rash He throws his Arm, and with a long-drawn dash Blends all together; then distinctly trips >From this to that; then quick returning skips And snatches this again, and pauses there. She measures every measure, every where Meets art with art; sometimes as if in doubt Not perfect yet, and fearing to be out Trails her plain Ditty in one long-spun note, Through the sleek passage of her open throat; A clear unwrinckled song, then doth she point it With tender accents, and severely joint it By short diminutives, that being rear'd In controverting warbles evenly shar'd, With her sweet self she wrangles; He amaz'd That from so small a channel should be rais'd The torrent of a voice, whose melody Could melt into such sweet variety Strains higher yet; that tickled with rare art The tatling strings (each breathing in his part) Most kindly do fall out; the grumbling Base In surly groans disdains the Treble's Grace. The high-perch'd Treble chirps at this, and chides, Until his finger (Moderator) hides And closes the sweet quarrel, rousing all Hoarse, shrill, at once; as when the Trumpets call Hot Mars to th'Harvest of Death's Field, and woo Men's hearts into their hands; this lesson too She gives him back; her supple Breast thrills out Sharp Aires, and staggers in a warbling doubt Of dallying sweetness, hovers o"er her skillk, And folds in wav'd notes with a trembling bill, The pliant Series of her slippery song. Then starts she suddenly into a Throng Of short thick sobs, whose thund'ring volleys float, And roll themselves over her lubrick throat. In panting murmurs, 'still'd out of her Breast That ever-bubbling spring; the sugar'd Nest Of her delicious soul, that there does lie Bathing in streams of liquid Melody; Music's best seed-plot, whenced in ripen'd Aires A Golden-headed Harvest fairly rears His Honey-dripping tops, plow'd by her breath Which there reciprocally laboreth In that sweet soil. It seems a holy choir Founded to th' Name of great Apollo's lyre. Whose silver-roof rings with the sprightly notes Of sweet-lipp'd Angel-Imps, that swill their throats In cream of Morning Helicon, and then Prefer soft Anthems to the Ears of men, To woo them from their Beds, still murmuring That men can sleep while they their Matins sing: (Most divine service) whose so early lay Prevents the Eye-lids of the blushing Day. There might you hear her kindle her soft voice, In the close murmur of a sparkling noise. And lay the ground-work of her hopeful song, Still keeping in the forward stream, so long Till a sweet whirl-wind (striving to get out) Heaves her soft Bosom, wanders round about, And makes a pretty Earthquake in her Breast, Till the fledg'd Notes at length forsake their Nest; Fluttering in wanton shoals, and to the Sky Wing'd with their own wild Echo's prattling fly. She opes the floodgate, and lets loose a Tide Of streaming sweetness, which in state doth ride On the wav'd back of every swelling strain, Rising and falling in a pompous train. And while she thus discharges a shrill peal Of flashing Aires, she qualifies their zeal With the cool Epode of a graver Note, Thus high, thus low, as if her silver throat Would reach the brazen voice of War's hoarse Bird; Her little soul is ravisht, and so pour'd Into loose ecstasies, that she is plac't Above her self, Music's Enthusiast. Shame now and anger mixt a double stain In the Musician's face: "Yet once again (Mistress) I come; now reach a strain my Lute Above her mock, or be for ever mute. Or tune a song of victory to me, Or to thy self, sing thine own Obsequy." So said, his hands sprightly as fire he flings, And with a quavering coyness tastes the strings. The sweet-lipp'd sisters musically frighted, Singing their fears are fearfully delighted. Trembling as when Apollo's golden hairs Are fann'd and frizzled, in the wanton aires Of his own breath, which married to his Lyre Doth tune the Spheres, and make Heav'n's self look higher. >From this to that, from that to this he flies Feels Music's pulse in all her Arteries, Caught in a net which there Apollo spreads, His fingers struggle with the vocal threads, Following those little rills, he sinks into A Sea of Helicon; his hand does go Those parts of sweetness which with Nectar drop, Softer than that which pants in Hebe's cup. The humourous strings expound his learned touch, By various Glosses; now they seem to grutch, And murmur in a buzzing din, then jingle In shrill-tongu'd accents, striving to be single. Every smooth turn, every delicious stroke Gives life to some new Grace; thus doth h'invoke Sweetness by all her Names; thus, bravely thus (Fraught with a fury so harmonious) The Lute's light Genius now does proudly rise, Heav'd on the surges of swoll'n Rhapsodies. Whose flourish (Meteor-like) doth curl the air With flash of high-borne fancies; here and there Dancing in lofty measures, and anon Creeps on the soft touch of a tender tone, Who trembling murmurs melting in wild aires Runs to and fro, complaining his sweet cares Because those precious mysteries that dwell, In Music's ravish't soul he dare not tell, But whisper to the world; thus do they vary Each string his Note, as if they meant to carry Their Master's blest soul (snatcht out at his Ears By a strong Ecstacy) through all the spheres Of Music's heaven; and seat it there on high In th'Empyraeum of pure Harmony. At length (after so long, so loud a strife Of all the strings, still breathing the best life Of blest variety attending on His fingers' fairest revolution In many a sweet rise, many as sweet a fall) A full-mouth Diapason swallows all. This done, he list what she would say to this, And she, although her Breath's late exercise Had dealt too roughly with her tender throat, Yet summons all her sweet powers for a Note Alas! in vain! for while (sweet soul) she tries To measure all those wild diversities Of chatt'ring strings, by the small size of one Poor simple voice, rais'd in a Natural Tone, She fails, and failing grieves, and grieving dies. She dies, and leaves her life the Victor's prize, Falling upon his Lute; O fit to have (That liv'd so sweetly) dead, so sweet a Grave!
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The Flaming Heart Upon the Book and Picture of Saint Teresa (As she is usually expressed with a Seraphim beside her.)
WELL meaning readers! you that come as friends And catch the precious name this piece pretends; Make not too much haste to admire That fair-cheeked fallacy of fire. That is a Seraphim, they say And this the great Teresia. Readers, be rul'd by me; and make Here a well-plac'd and wise mistake You must transpose the picture quite, And spell it wrong to read it right; Read him for her, and her for him; And call the saint the Seraphim.
Painter, what did'st thou understand To put her dart into his hand! See, even the years and size of him Shows this the mother Seraphim. This is the mistress flame; and duteous he Her happy fireworks, here comes down to see. O most poor-spirited of men! Had thy cold pencil kist her pen Thou couldst not so unkindly err To show us this faint shade for her. Why man, this speaks pure mortal frame; And mocks with female frost love's manly flame. One would suspect, thou meant'st to paint Some weak, inferior, woman saint. But had thy pale-fac'd purple took Fire from the burning cheeks of that bright book Thou wouldst on her have leapt up all That could be found seraphical; Whate'er this youth of fire wears fair, Rosy fingers, radiant hair, Glowing cheek, and glistering wings, All those fair and flagrant things, But before all, that fiery dart Had fill'd the hand of this great heart.
Do then as equal right requires, Since his the blushes be, and hers the fires, Resume and rectify thy rude design; Undress thy Seraphim into mine. Redeem this injury of thy art; Give him the veil, give her the dart.
Give him the veil; that he may cover The red cheeks of a rivall'd lover. Asham'd that our world, now, can show Nests of new Seraphims here below.
Give her the dart for it is she (Fair youth) shoots both thy shaft and thee. Say, all ye wise and well-pierc'd hearts That live and die amidst her darts, What is't your tasteful spirits do prove In that rare life of her, and love? Say and bear witness. Sends she not A Seraphim at every shot? What magazines of immortal arms there shine! Heav'n's great artillery in each love-spun line. Give then the dart to her who gives the flame; Give him the veil, who kindly takes the shame.
But if it be the frequent fate Of worst faults to be fortunate; If all's prescription; and proud wrong Hearkens not to an humble song; For all the gallantry of him, Give me the suff'ring Seraphim. His be the bravery of all those bright things, The glowing cheeks, the glistering wings; The rosy hand, the radiant dart; Leave her alone, the Flaming Heart.
Leave her that; and thou shalt leave her Not one loose shaft but love's whole quiver. For in love's field was never found A nobler weapon than a wound. Love's passives are his activ'st part. The wounded is the wounding heart. O heart! the equal poise of love's both parts Big alike with wound and darts. Live in these conquering leaves; live all the same; And walk through all tongues one triumphant flame. Live here, great heart; and love and die and kill; And bleed and wound; and yield and conquer still. Let this immortal life where'er it comes Walk in a crowd of loves and martyrdoms. Let mystic deaths wait on't; and wise souls be The love-slain witnesses of this life of thee. O sweet incendiary! show here thy art, Upon this carcass of a hard, cold heart, Let all thy scatter'd shafts of light, that play Among the leaves of thy large books of day, Combined against this breast at once break in And take away from me my self and sin, This gracious robbery shall thy bounty be; And my best fortunes such fair spoils of me. O thou undaunted daughter of desires! By all thy dow'r of lights and fires; By all the eagle in thee, all the dove; By all thy lives and deaths of love; By thy large draughts of intellectual day, And by thy thirsts of love more large than they; By all thy brim-fill'd bowls of fierce desire By the last morning's draught of liquid fire; By the full kingdom of that final kiss That seiz'd thy parting soul, and seal'd thee his; By all the heav'ns thou hast in him (Fair sister of the Seraphim!) By all of him we have in thee; Leave nothing of my self in me. Let me so read thy life, that I Unto all life of mine may die.
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Hymn of the Nativity, Sung By the Shepherds Chorus. COME we shepherds who have seen Day's king deposed by Night's queen. Come lift we up our lofty song, To wake the Sun that sleeps too long.
He in this our general joy, Slept, and dreamt of no such thing While we found out the fair-ey'd boy, And kissed the cradle of our king; Tell him he rises now too late, To show us aught worth looking at.
Tell him we now can show him more Than he e'er show'd to mortal sight, Than he himself e'er saw before, Which to be seen needs not his light: Tell him Tityrus where th' hast been, Tell him Thyrsis what th' hast seen.
Tityrus. Gloomy night embrac'd the place Where the noble infant lay: The babe looked up, and show'd his face, In spite of darkness it was day. It was thy day, Sweet, and did rise, Not from the east, but from thy eyes.
Thyrsis. Winter chid the world, and sent The angry North to wage his wars: The North forgot his fierce intent, And left perfumes, instead of scars: By those sweet eyes' persuasive powers, Where he meant frosts, he scattered flowers.
Both. We saw thee in thy balmy nest, Bright dawn of our eternal day; We saw thine eyes break from the east, And chase the trembling shades away: We saw thee (and we blest the sight) We saw thee by thine own sweet light.
Tityrus. I saw the curl'd drops, soft and slow Come hovering o'er the place's head, Offring their whitest sheets of snow, To furnish the fair infant's bed. Forbear (said I) be not too bold, Your fleect is white, but 'tis too cold.
Thyrsis. I saw th'officious angels bring, The down that their soft breasts did strow, For well they now can spare their wings, When Heaven itself lies here below. Fair youth (said I) be not too rough, Thy down though soft's not soft enough.
Tityrus. The babe no sooner 'gan to seek Where to lay his lovely head, But straight his eyes advis'd his cheek, 'Twixt mother's breasts to go to bed. Sweet choice (said I) no way but so, Not to lie cold, yet sleep in snow.
Chorus. Welcome to our wond'ring sight Eternity shut in a span! Summer in winter! Day in night! Heaven in Earth! and God in Man! Great little one, whose glorious birth, Lifts Earth to Heaven, stoops heaven to earth.
Welcome, though not to gold, nor silk, To more than Cæsar's birthright is, Two sister-seas of virgin's milk, WIth many a rarely-temper'd kiss, That breathes at once both maid and mother, Warms in the one, cools in the other.
She sings thy tears asleep, and dips Her kisses in thy weeping eye, She spreads the red leaves of thy lips, That in their buds yet blushing lie. She 'gainst those mother diamonds tries The points of her young eagle's eyes.
Welcome, (though not to those gay flies Guilded i'th' beams of earthly kings Slippery souls in smiling eyes) But to poor Shepherds, simple things, That use no varnish, no oil'd arts, But lift clean hands full of clear hearts.
Yet when young April's husband showers Shall bless the fruitful Maia's bed, We'll bring the first-born of her flowers, To kiss thy feet, and crown thy head. To thee (dread lamb) whose love must keep The shepherds, while they feed their sheep.
To seek Majesty, soft king Of simple graces, and sweet loves, Each of us his lamb will bring, Each his pair of silver doves. At last, in fire of thy fair eyes, We'll burn, our own best sacrifice.
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Mystery of Mysteries.
BEFORE the abyss of the unanswering grave Each mortal stands at last aloof, alone, With his beloved one turned as deaf as stone, However rebel love may storm and rave. No will, however strong, avails to save The wrecked identity knit to our own; We may not hoard one treasured look or tone, Dissolved in foam on Death's dissolving wave.
Is this the End? This handful of brown earth For all releasing elements to take And free for ever from the bonds of birth? Or will true life from Life's disguises break, Called to that vast confederacy of minds Which casts all flesh as chaff to all the winds?
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A Parable.
BETWEEN the sandhills and the sea A narrow strip of silver sand, Whereon a little maid doth stand, Who picks up shells continually Between the sandhills and the sea.
Far as her wondering eyes can reach A Vastness, heaving grey in grey To the frayed edges where the day Furls his red standard on the breach, Between the skyline and the beach.
The waters of the flowing tide Cast up the seapink shells and weed; She toys with shells, and doth not heed The ocean, which on every side Is closing round her vast and wide.
It creeps her way as if in play, Pink shells at her pink feet to cast; But now the wild waves hold her fast, And bear her off and melt away A Vastness heaving gray in gray.
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Love's Vision.
TRANSPORTED out of self by Youth's sweet madness, Emulous of love, to Love's empyrean height, Where I beheld you aureoled in light, My soul upsprang on wings of angel-gladness. Far, far below, the earth and all earth's badness-- A speck of dust--slipped darkling into night, As suns of fairer planets flamed in sight, Pure orbs or bliss unstained by gloom or sadness.
Lo, as I soared etherially on high, You vanished, from my swimming eyes aloof, Alone, alone, within the empty sky, I reached out giddily, and reeling fell From starriest heaven, to plunge in lowest hell, My proud heart broken on Earth's humblest roof.
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Affinities. I. I will take your thoughts to my heart; I will keep and garner them there Locked in a casket apart. Far above rubies or rare Pearls from the prodigal deep, Which men stake their lives on to find, And women their beauty to keep, I will treasure the pearls of your mind.
How long has it taken the earth To crystallize gems in a mine? How long was the sea giving birth To her pearls, washed in bitterest brine? What sorrows, what struggles, what fierce Endeavour of lives in the past, Hearts tempered by fire and tears, To fashion your manhood at last!
II.
TAKE me to thy heart, and let me Rest my head a little while; Rest my heart from griefs that fret me In the mercy of thy smile.
In a twilight pause of feeling, Time to say a moment's grace, Put thy hands, whose touch is healing, Put them gently on my face.
Found too late in Life's wild welter, All I ask, for weal and woe, Friend, a moment's friendly shelter, And thy blessing ere I go.
III.
FULL many loves and friendships dear Have blossomed brightly in my path; And some were like the primrose rathe, And withered with the vernal year.
And some were like the joyous rose, Most prodigal with scent and hue, That glows while yet the sky is blue, And falls with every wind that blows--
Mere guests and annuals of the heart; But you are that perennial bay, Greenest when greener leaves decay, Whom only death shall bid depart.