eshajam
Age: 37
6395 days old here
Total Posts: 15689
Points: 0
Location:
United Arab Emirates, United Arab Emirates
If I could show you the pain pushing out of my body,
Id instantly hope you were blind,
A horrible thought of your eyes drowning,
And gasping over the beats of my heart,
As if you couldn't handle the truth of,
How I'm living each day,
With monsters walking through my head,
And ferocious animals pounding through my bloodshot eyes,
The pulses that are beating,
Are really angels inside of me,
Being murdered by the strangling veins of my demons,
While the devil is drowning through my blood,
And the lord is screaming names of sins,
I find myself battling with the most innocent of creatures,
And getting along with the most dangerous ones,
I'll find myself more alive than ever,
Sitting alone to hear the screams of strangers,
To hear the silence of people I love,
And while your sitting here understanding this,
I'm lost in my thoughts,
Trying to figure all of this out.
eshajam
Age: 37
6395 days old here
Total Posts: 15689
Points: 0
Location:
United Arab Emirates, United Arab Emirates
My soul has no spirit
My heart has no beat
You are the memories
That I want to delete
Never did you care for me
Or even turn your head
So those feelings that were once alive
Are now and forever dead
I'm letting go of everything
That reminds me of you
Because I don't want to remember
All that you put me through
I thought I loved you
But I guess I was wrong
And after that fight we had
I didn't make it so strong
But you tore me pieces,
Never caring to put me back together
And I'm driving away the thoughts of you
From my mind, forever