eshajam
Age: 37
6395 days old here
Total Posts: 15689
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Location:
United Arab Emirates, United Arab Emirates
I feel lost and sad
There's no way to get out
There's no way to get out of this thing called life
I wanna get out
I wanna start new
I wanna show you
That I love you
Now you're gone
I feel so alone
I let you go
I want you home
I'm sorry for all the grief and pain I caused
I'm sorry for everything I've done
But honestly I have to say
I feel like I want to run
Run away from everything
Away from this life
Away with you
For happiness that's rite
I'm not myself no more
I need you back in my life
I feel nothing now besides depression and sadness
I need you back
Back in my life
To stay forever
Maybe if I got you back
We could both be happy again
But that can't happen if you don't come back
Come back to what's rite, you're true life
eshajam
Age: 37
6395 days old here
Total Posts: 15689
Points: 0
Location:
United Arab Emirates, United Arab Emirates
Something about these winter holidays
make my thoughts feel so strange
memories, looking back
every things going fiction
but i want some facts
these songs I'm mumbling the lyrics to
and they all remind me of you
but at the time i was so foolish
and one part clueless
i couldn't see what was right in front of me
and now its too late
because i want you to want me
like you did before
and now I'm unsure of what to do
can't make a move
as i subtly suffer
but i know its all okay
just make it through another day
every day brings another chance
more hope
more hope that someday sometime
your feelings will return again
because when i couldn't look at myself
you told me i was perfect
and every thought you spent on me
was worth it
and I'd do anything to get that back
because i miss the way you look at me
and i wish you knew about the way
I've always looked at you