eshajam
Age: 37
6395 days old here
Total Posts: 15689
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Location:
United Arab Emirates, United Arab Emirates
I remember when you said,
"most of the time when you can't sleep your thinking of someone"
then you asked me who,
now I realize that you were right
and when I can't sleep I find myself thinking of you
how I miss you so,
then I drift off to sleep
dream about you,
wake up once again thinking about you
and the way things use to be I find myself wanting to tell you how much I miss you
and how I want to tell you I love you
but, then I realize things aren't the way they use to be and things have changed...
I wonder if there will ever be a day where I don't think of you
without saying to myself I love him
and then I wonder,
do I ever want that day to come?
eshajam
Age: 37
6395 days old here
Total Posts: 15689
Points: 0
Location:
United Arab Emirates, United Arab Emirates
I was alone...
no one but me...
waiting for a person
to comfort me...
but no...
all of my environment turned black
and dark...
I was like in a small cell...
till I met you and
I started to like you
little by little
my environment were now colorful
till I met you
eshajam
Age: 37
6395 days old here
Total Posts: 15689
Points: 0
Location:
United Arab Emirates, United Arab Emirates
I cry...you laugh
I drown...you sail away
I try my best...you crush it
I fly with broken wings...you just soar even higher
I frown in doubt...you smile harder
I feel cold...you hold someone else in your arms
I chase you...you run faster
I call out your name for help...you hide in the shadows
I want love...you give me pity and hate
I break into pieces...you watch it happen
I crawl...you just leave me behind
AND NOW
when i .....am ......dead,
you are ...CRYING..!!!
jammy
