eshajam
Age: 37
6393 days old here
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I sit alone wiping the tears from my eyes
knowing that the world will never realise
the hurt i feel
just by faking a smile
i guess the tears in my eyes dont make them shine
i always want to run away
i want the world to leave me alone
if only i could go far away
and never come back home
i cant even find the words to put down
so many thoughts
but there arent any words
for me to describe my hurt
i sit alone thinking of what i have made my life
seeing the good and the bad sides
and i dont see any light
so i wish so much to just rot and die
eshajam
Age: 37
6393 days old here
Total Posts: 15689
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Location:
United Arab Emirates, United Arab Emirates
Today she looked at me again
and gave me that one smile. . .
The one I used to love
That made life all worth while
It used to give me butterflies
Now it just gave me tears
I'm scared that it confirmed
Each of my worst fears
The worst part of it was
Having to turn and walk away
When there was so much
I still wanted to say......
eshajam
Age: 37
6393 days old here
Total Posts: 15689
Points: 0
Location:
United Arab Emirates, United Arab Emirates
If you've Ever Watched the Rain
If you've ever watched the rain as it fell,
You'd know the silence trickles in... As the raindrops music dwells.
As the clouds tumble in overhead,
A billowy blanket that is an angel's bed,
And the angels golden rays do shine, in oranges, reds, and purples...
Peeling away the world's sadness...
For a moment of wonder and gladness,
But only if you notice; only if you watch,
Only if you take the time to shut your worries away,
Then open your baby blues or golden browns, to a heavenly part of the day.
If you've ever watched the rain as it fell,
From their pockets in the sky,
Then felt the splintery wind twist in, as if all of the angel's had sighed.
And if you listen really hard; bringing your equilibrium to peace,
You might hear God's divine angels, singing without cease.
With every little raindrop,
And every day that passes...
If you've ever watched the rain as it fell,
Then you know the magic...just as well.
eshajam
Age: 37
6393 days old here
Total Posts: 15689
Points: 0
Location:
United Arab Emirates, United Arab Emirates
I can't help but to think of you as much as I do.
In some way it brings joy to me.
You're just so beautiful inside and out.
You're great to talk to, and a joy to be around.
Oh how I feel so blessed to have you in my life.
I wouldn't trade your company or your friendship in for anything.
But if it ever came to an end,
I know I'd truly miss you and cherish all times we shared.
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