i can't staye upu an;y longer
i'mg oign t o sleesp
hopefgully i'll diee in mny sleep
eeaasy weiy out
won't hyave to take tehat esaxam monday then
won't have to see here eget married
won't hae toe see his fac ew
won't haveo to feel thiso horrible
won't ahge to smilwe anhyomre
won't ahve eto do antyhing
wn't ahve agto make peopwle feel bad
won't hafve ew
Now I was sitting waiting wishing
That you believed in superstitions
Then maybe you'd see the signs
But Lord knows that this world is cruel
And I ain't the Lord, no I'm just a fool
Learning loving somebody don't make them love you
Must I always be waiting waiting on you?
Must I always be playing playing the fool?
I sing ya songs I dance a dance
I gave ya friends all a chance
Putting up with them wasn't worth never having you
And maybe you been through this before
But its my first time
So please ignore
The next few lines cause they're directed at you
I cant always be waiting waiting on you
I cant always be playing playing your fool
I keep playing your cards
But its not my scene
Wont this plot not twist?
I've had enough mystery.
Keep building me up, then shooting me down
Well im already down
Just wait a minute
Just sitting waiting
Just wait a minute
Just sitting waiting
Well if I was in your position
Id put down all my ammunition
I'd wondered why'd it taken me so long
But Lord knows that I'm not you
And If I was I wouldn't be so cruel
Cause waiting on love ain't so easy to do
Must I always be waiting waiting on you?
Must I always be playing playing the fool?
No I cant always be waiting waiting on you
I cant always be playing playing your fool, foool
May he turn 21 on the base at Fort Bliss
Just a day, he sat down to the flask in his fist,
Ain't been sober, since maybe October of last year.
Here in town you can tell he's been down for a while,
But my God it's so beautiful when the boy smiles,
Wanna hold him, maybe I'll just sing about it.
2 AM and I'm still awake, writing a song
If I get it all down on paper, its no longer
inside of me, threatening the life it belongs to
And I feel like I'm naked in front of the crowd
Cause these words are my diary, screaming out loud
And I know that you'll use them, however you want to
Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable,
And life's like an hourglass, glued to the table
No one can find the rewind button now
phiiirr kiyooonn haii yeh tanhaaiiiii
gumm ho gayaaiii tummm
khoooo gayaaiiiii tummm
atif aslam marry me
so you can sing to me everydayy
i think i'm in loveeee
oh i'll be stuck in uni for another good 3-4 years
just can't believe i finished my undergrad o.o never thought the day wo uld actually come
i still remember it like yesterday
how old was i
almost 20
i came to jb
moping around (being my usual self)
and i saw bazi for the first time
he and his x-men avatar
first person i talked to was WOL
with his scroll avatar
wow i've been here for a while
what 2 years?
more than that
yikess
well i'd like to thank jb for ermm
nothing reallyy
hahah
nooo
for being there when i was bored
and felt hopeless
couldn't have made it without you
*wink*
