he sure cud
but it was gona draing da life outta him
he started dissing her
ignoring her
was taking a lot out of him but he was doing it aniway....
it seemed to work
it always do.
Its human nature
something to do with human mind
u start ignoring somehting and it comes after you.
U love someone or something and it goes as far from u as possible.
But the dillema was how to keep himself reassured that he is doing such just to make her love him, how to not just end it al and live his life that..not caring for no one..not giving a damn about anyone....juss breath as long its written.....how not to forget about her.,...but cud he?
Never
It wudnt be fit too..
So he was hanging in da middle...still not sure what he want!!....it was like he ws standing in themiddle of the road...on omne side is the life he was living rite now...all alone...not really interested in life..but the one woman he loved to bits ..appreaciating heis existence....on the other side...is a life full of life....joy....doing everything normal people do...but the girl not entertaing the mere fact He loves her...
Still searching
still confused
Maybe himn destroying himself wud prove he is true in what he feels@!!!!!
