Am i just seein this candle burning or iz it someone movin across the room??? Looks like i had too much tonight....the glass looks like it contains the ocean of life? The walls seem to stare at me...saying something i cant understand...Has my heart stopped ?? wHy cant i feel it beating? why am i so scared? why am i feeling cold?
HEyyyy lOOk lOok there'z a child running across the room....come here child ...oh dARn its moving too fast...and fading away.....i cant seem to catch him...or stop him...
There on the left side i see the hands of time....why are they goin backwards???? why am i becoming young again?
Whats that ugly looking figure comming closer to me??? Stay AWaYYYyy leave me alone...move outta my sight.....hey its still commin close....it looks like a women ....what does she want from me???? she's got a knife and she's calling out to some other people as well....hEy there are 5 other women....aaaaah the slashes from their steel knives on my body generate sparks across the room...they're slaying me!!!!!!!!! but i dont feel anythin? Im numb? yet im still living...and im still dying...could someone help me...could the walls give me their hand and make me apart of theM? can the candle flame burn me in its light, can the hands of time testify my life? or iz it just a time reversal i've been in ....??
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The River...There is a small river....just behind that hill, been flowing for centuries... flowing still.
When the rains fell that small river swelled, there was a time when it didn't smell. Our ancestors' means of irrigation a symbol of power in its own, and may artists found inspiration in the natural beauty being shown.
It brought life to so many a highway of the past, but into industrialism's clutches it came to be cast. Now that small river just behind that hill, may no longer flow so gracefully but will keep flowing...still.
The spoils of modern man overwhelming it so fast, its only real beauty lies in its past. There is a small river just behind that hill, been flowing for centuries ... flowing still.
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~MY Horizon~
[::By Dreamz Guardian ::]
I've seen the Will and the Struggle of First Love....and I've seen the Face of my destiny....and the Cool breeze to make me reach it.....i've seen the desert sands and the tree's that cry for water....i've seen the stars up in the sky and their voice calling out to me...i've seen the music notes play ...and the melodious voice sing....and the feelingless soul...I've seen the clouds move by and the rain shower on me....and the lightning in the sky...I've seen myself...and i've seen my tears...and my heart break...I've seen Him and i've seen the child of Medina....and the voice from His house....and the sunset of my Horizon...~
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#9787; Still Memories #9787;
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I could almost say anything tonight.......
I guess...when i waz growing up me n my dad used to go out all the time...... we were almost anything....but umm..i used to have really long hair way down past my shoulders ..when i waz 17 or 18 ...oh man he used to hate me....when we got to where we'd fight that night ..id spend alotta my time outta the house..and in the summmer time it wasnt so bad cause it waz warm and friends were out but in winter i remember standing downtown when it would get so cold...and when the wind would blow i had this phone booth where i used to stand..and i used to call my gurl for hours at a time...and talk wid her for all night long..and finally I'd get the nerve to go home..i'd stand in the drive way and he'd be waiting for me in the kitchen..and i'd tuck my hair down in my collar and i'd walk in ...and he'd call me back to sit down with him and the first thing he would always ask me what i was what did i think i was doing with myself and the first part was that i could never explain it to him...
Ah i remember i got in a motorcycle accident ...once....and i was laid up in bed...he came to the apartment and cut my hair..and man...i can remember tellin em that i hated em and i would never ever forgive him....and he used to tell me...man i cant wait till the ARmy gets you...when the army gets u ... it'll make a man outta u....its goin to cut all that hair..off and will make a man outta u...
ANd thiz was i guess in 68' alotta guyz in the neighbour had gone to Vietnam...i can still remember a German marine commin over to my place ...he was dressed up in the marine uniform....and said that he didnt know where it was....alotta guys went and alotta guys didnt come backk....and when they came back they werent the same anymore...and i remember the day i got my draft notice..
I hit it from my folks ....three days from my physical me and my friends went out and we stayed up all night...and we got the bus that morning ...and i was so scared...and i went ...and i failed...and i came home....and i remmeber coming home after i had gone for 3 days and i walked in the kitchen..and my mother and father were sitting there..my dad said where've u been..i said i went to take my physical...he said what happend...i said they didnt take me...he said and "Thats Good"......
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ADEEL JALTHAY HO....;) TEASING [:X] YOU KNOW...ADEEL...YOU BIOGRAPHY WOULD BE SOLD OUT THE DAY ITSPUBLISHED A GURANTEE (ID BUY THEM ALL) GIGGLING \THXZ FOR AGREEING SANAM
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Thanx GUyz~ but no thankzz...i dont wanna publicize my personal innovative stuff...if it'z at jb ..let it remain here...or otherwise wid me....other than thiz i dun wanna have it ...
All thiz a part of me ..and will soon become a memory of time....let's all read it ...think on it..and move on ....maybe later on at some certain part of life...it might remind us of somethingz well used to go though n read while growin up....
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quote:Originally posted by SexyBabyGirl18
ADEEL JALTHAY HO....;) TEASING [:X] YOU KNOW...ADEEL...YOU BIOGRAPHY WOULD BE SOLD OUT THE DAY ITSPUBLISHED A GURANTEE (ID BUY THEM ALL) GIGGLING \THXZ FOR AGREEING SANAM
Well Dear Nads !!
Do U Really Wanna Buy Them All [?][?] If YEs Then Hurry Up Cuz They R On 80% Sale [:p][:P]
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kabhi nahee they would be sold out first day full price you'd need to make more copies you might even make the guiness book of records... for mostsold books...[:D]
