.....lonely.....

~tasha~ said:

Last Night,
I reached for you;
    You weren?t there.
I cried in the night;
    With no one to hear.

    This Morning,
I thought of our time together,
    Looking for evidence,
I searched all my memories,
    For something between us.

    Today,
I thought of being alone;
    Considered my fears.
I tried to make plans;
    While choking back tears.

    Tonight,
I know that I still love you;
    Whether or not I should.
I want to tell you so much;
    If only I could.

    In The Morning
I start my new life?

eshajam said:

I sit alone wiping the tears from my eyes
knowing that the world will never realise
the hurt i feel
just by faking a smile
i guess the tears in my eyes dont make them shine

i always want to run away
i want the world to leave me alone
if only i could go far away
and never come back home

i cant even find the words to put down
so many thoughts
but there arent any words
for me to describe my hurt

i sit alone thinking of what i have made my life
seeing the good and the bad sides
and i dont see any light
so i wish so much to just rot and die

eshajam said:

I sit alone wiping the tears from my eyes
knowing that the world will never realise
the hurt i feel
just by faking a smile
i guess the tears in my eyes dont make them shine

i always want to run away
i want the world to leave me alone
if only i could go far away
and never come back home

i cant even find the words to put down
so many thoughts
but there arent any words
for me to describe my hurt

i sit alone thinking of what i have made my life
seeing the good and the bad sides
and i dont see any light
so i wish so much to just rot and die