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eshajam

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Posted 04 Sep 2007

~tasha~ says
eshajam said:

i beg you to pull me back,
but instead you let me fall.
v.nice



Posted 19 Sep 2007

eshajam says
thanks CF
Posted 19 Sep 2007

eshajam says
I can remember the very first time
I cried as I wiped
my eyes and buried the pain inside!

All of my memories,
good and bad thats past,
I didn't even take the time to realise,

Staring at the cracks in the walls cause
I'm waiting for it all, to come to an end,

Still I curl up right under the bed
cause its taking over my head all over again!

I'm lying awake, watching the sun rise and
the birds that sing,
as count the rings around my eyes,

Constantly pushing,
the world I know aside.
I don't even feel the pain,
and I don't even want to try!

I'm a lonely Boy,
I tell a tale for you cause
I'm just trying to make all my dreams come true!
Posted 19 Sep 2007

eshajam says
The voice that I hear
calling me
the look that I see
wanting me
the touch I feel
needing me
the hug around me
missing me
the kiss on my lips
loving me
the loneliness
I feel
when I realize
it will never be real
Posted 20 Sep 2007

Darkjal says
Posted 21 Sep 2007

eshajam says
Thanks Jal
Posted 25 Sep 2007

May Be says
nice.
Posted 25 Sep 2007

~tasha~ says
Posted 25 Sep 2007

Miss mine says


hey guyz tashu n cb gr8 work
Posted 25 Sep 2007

~tasha~ says
thx dear
Posted 25 Sep 2007

eshajam says
thanks
MB,Tasha,CC

more tasha
and me too
Posted 25 Sep 2007

~tasha~ says
more jam
Posted 29 Sep 2007

eshajam says
RIGHT
Posted 30 Sep 2007

^dewaja^ says
Posted 30 Sep 2007

eshajam says
Posted 30 Sep 2007

eshajam says
The way you looked that day,
You looked as lonely as me.
From across the mall gulf I saw,
You looked as lonely as me.
The language of your body shut everyone out,
You looked as lonely as me.
We passed, we said nothing, but I thought
You looked as lonely as me.
If I could talk to you,
Maybe we could be lonely together.
Posted 30 Sep 2007

eshajam says
A teardop in the ocean, briskly swept away
Not another one to follow, your pride you won't betray
Hiding from the world, well known from your shell
No one taking a deeper look, to fall under your spell
A lonely ride, when everyone knows your name
Life is not for living, you exist for your fame
A lonely heart that beats, a lonely melody
If only those would look beneath, then they would see
A true soul, unblemished, a heart so pure,
Maybe find love, bringing to your lonliness a cure
Never give up hope, let that tear drift on the ocean
Never be afraid to hope, never ignore your emotion
Someone will taste, and capture your dreams
Then life will not be as lonely as it seems.
Posted 30 Sep 2007

eshajam says
Suffering from loneliness
i see and hear no one else
but my heart beat
like a sad song it plays and plays
Posted 07 Oct 2007

~tasha~ says
Posted 08 Oct 2007

~tasha~ says


Winter wind was harsh that day,
it came and took my love away.
Left me empty and incomplete,
no longer happy or replete.

Never to see nor again hear,
your smiles or your voice so clear.
My numbness built a wall too high,
so I would not hurt, would not cry.

Walls crumbled down, and so did I,
years of loneliness drifted by.
Longed to hold you just once more,
wanted things as they were before.

Vision surreal flash in the night,
disappeared came morning light.
Make the best of it, so they say,
no matter what life brings your way.

Search for answers, almost insane,
not even time heals all the pain.
Why you took your life, I do not know,
memories call when harsh winds blow.
Posted 08 Oct 2007

khayali says
wah wah jams and tashu*
keep it upppp
Posted 08 Oct 2007

~tasha~ says
thanx
Posted 08 Oct 2007

nina says
Posted 08 Oct 2007

~tasha~ says
thx dear
Posted 08 Oct 2007

eshajam says
~tasha~ said:



Winter wind was harsh that day,
it came and took my love away.
Left me empty and incomplete,
no longer happy or replete.

Never to see nor again hear,
your smiles or your voice so clear.
My numbness built a wall too high,
so I would not hurt, would not cry.

Walls crumbled down, and so did I,
years of loneliness drifted by.
Longed to hold you just once more,
wanted things as they were before.

Vision surreal flash in the night,
disappeared came morning light.
Make the best of it, so they say,
no matter what life brings your way.

Search for answers, almost insane,
not even time heals all the pain.
Why you took your life, I do not know,
memories call when harsh winds blow.



can someone give a tissue plz..
v.nice
Posted 08 Oct 2007

eshajam says
thanks tashu more making me cry
thanks to all dear ones
Posted 08 Oct 2007

~tasha~ says
Posted 08 Oct 2007

Mr Twisty says
nice.
Posted 10 Oct 2007

~tasha~ says
Last Night,
I reached for you;
    You weren’t there.
I cried in the night;
    With no one to hear.

    This Morning,
I thought of our time together,
    Looking for evidence,
I searched all my memories,
    For something between us.

    Today,
I thought of being alone;
    Considered my fears.
I tried to make plans;
    While choking back tears.

    Tonight,
I know that I still love you;
    Whether or not I should.
I want to tell you so much;
    If only I could.

    In The Morning
I start my new life…
Posted 10 Oct 2007

^dewaja^ says
NICE
Posted 17 Oct 2007

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