~tasha~ said:Last Night,
I reached for you;
You weren?t there.
I cried in the night;
With no one to hear.
This Morning,
I thought of our time together,
Looking for evidence,
I searched all my memories,
For something between us.
Today,
I thought of being alone;
Considered my fears.
I tried to make plans;
While choking back tears.
Tonight,
I know that I still love you;
Whether or not I should.
I want to tell you so much;
If only I could.
In The Morning
I start my new life?
eshajam said:I sit alone wiping the tears from my eyes
knowing that the world will never realise
the hurt i feel
just by faking a smile
i guess the tears in my eyes dont make them shine
i always want to run away
i want the world to leave me alone
if only i could go far away
and never come back home
i cant even find the words to put down
so many thoughts
but there arent any words
for me to describe my hurt
i sit alone thinking of what i have made my life
seeing the good and the bad sides
and i dont see any light
so i wish so much to just rot and die
eshajam said:I sit alone wiping the tears from my eyes
knowing that the world will never realise
the hurt i feel
just by faking a smile
i guess the tears in my eyes dont make them shine
i always want to run away
i want the world to leave me alone
if only i could go far away
and never come back home
i cant even find the words to put down
so many thoughts
but there arent any words
for me to describe my hurt
i sit alone thinking of what i have made my life
seeing the good and the bad sides
and i dont see any light
so i wish so much to just rot and die