Missing Ya SharrY.........

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BoRnFl_iRt

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MISSING YOU.

YOU LEFT FOR WORK...
THE DOOR IS CLOSED AND LOCKED
I WATCHED YOU DRIVE AWAY,
BUT YOUR SCENT LINGERED...
I SHOOK MY HEAD
TRYING TO DISLODGE YOUR IMAGE
AND TO GET ON WITH MY DAILY CHORES...

'I MISS YOU'...

I MAKE THE BED,
OUR BED...
WHERE A FEW SHORT HOURS AGO WE HAD LAIN
SNUGGLED TOGETHER AS ONE...
AND AS I SMOOTHE THE SHEETS,
I SEE THE INDENTATIONS FROM YOUR BODY...
I LIE DOWN FOR A MOMENT,
IN THE PLACE WHERE YOU HAVE LAIN,
PUT MY HEAD ON YOUR PILLOW,
AND BREATHE IN THE SCENT OF YOU..
I FEEL YOU THERE...

BUT, I ARISE, WITH AN EMPTY FEELING
MOVING ON TO THE NEXT CHORE.
BUT....

'I MISS YOU'...

I DUST THE MANTLE, AND LIGHT A CANDLE...
THE AROMA IMMEDIATELY ASSAILS MY SENSES.
I AM HURLED BACK TO OTHER TIMES,
WITH FIRE CRACKLING, CANDLES BURNING...
BARRY, CELION, FAITH ARE OUR GUESTS..
THEIR SOFT THROBBING MUSIC,
PLAYING HAUNTINGLY
IN THE BACKGROUND...
MY HAND IS FROZEN IN MIDAIR,
DUSTING FORGOTTEN
AS I AM TRANSENDED BACK TO NIGHTS OF
EXQUISTE ESCTASY!
OF HEAVENS VISITED, OF STARS TOUCHED,
TO FEELINGS NEVER BEFORE FELT!

I MUST MOVE ON, THERE IS MUCH TO DO
BUT...

'I MISS YOU'...

I WILL BAKE...
AND AS I BAKE COOKIES THAT YOU LOVE SO WELL...
THE SMELL OF THEM SIMMERING IN THE OVEN
TRIGGERS MEMORYS...
SO MANY MEMORIES...
OF US, TOASTING EACH OTHER IN THE KITCHEN,
LAUGHING,
TOUCHING,
HUGGING
CELEBRATING OUR LOVE...
GIDDY WITH THE AWARENESS OF EACH OTHER...

'I MISS YOU'...

YOU CALL,
WE SPEAK OF TRIVIAL THINGS,
YOU ASK, 'ARE YOU ALRIGHT?
YOU SOUND AS IF SOMETHING IS BOTHERING YOU'
I DENY,
HOW CAN I VOICE IT?
YOU ARE BUSY,
THERE ISN'T TIME...
IT WOULD TAKE A LIFETIME TO EXPRESS...
HOW DO I EXPLAIN, THE EMPTYNESS INSIDE,
THE YEARNING...

BECAUSE....

'I MISS YOU'...

I COOK,
THE SAUCE IS ONE YOU LOVE,
I STIR,
BUT AS I WATCH THE STEAM ARISE...
I PAUSE..
MY MIND DOING TUMBLESAULTS BACK...
TO STEAM ARISING...
FROM US AND OUR BODIES,
AS WE JOIN EACH OTHER,
BECOMING ONE..
IN THE THROES OF PASSION..

IT BOILS TO FAST
AND I AM BROUGHT BACK TO REALITY...
A PLACE WHERE I DO NOT WISH TO BE...
AS....

'I MISS YOU'...

I SHOWER,
AND AS THE VAPORS REACH OUT FOR THE CEILING..
AND THE MUSIC SOFTLY PLAYS...
I THINK OF YOU.
I COVER MYSELF IN BUBBLES...
SMILING, KNOWING HOW YOU LOVE THEM.
BUT A YEARNING OVERTAKES ME..
SO FIERCE THAT IT LEAVES ME WEAK..
AND AS I WRAP MY SELF IN A TOWEL,
I AM WISHING IT IS YOUR ARMS INSTEAD!
I LAVISH ON ALL MY MANY CREAMS
LAYER AFTER LAYER...
THEIR FRAGRANCE FILLS THE ROOM..
EACH ONE, INDIVIDUALLY, SOOTHS AND SOFTENS,
MY HANDS CARESS PLACES,
WHERE YOU LOVE THE SOFTNESS...
TOGETHER THEIR MINGLED SCENTS, INTOXIFY!
RUSHING THOUGHTS OF US TO MY HEART,
WHICH BEATS ERATICLY WITH THE THOUGHT OF YOU..

HERE...
NOW..
WITH ME..
TWO BECOMING ONE...
YOU MUST SEE...


'I MISS YOU'...

EACH TIME WE ARE APART,
IT WRENCHES MY SOUL..
ALTHOUGH I KNOW IT IS ALL REALITYS OF LIFE..
AND ALL NECESSARY...
CAN YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT IT DOES?
FOR...
WE ARE ONE,
IN SPIRIT...
MIND...
AND HEART..
SOULMATES...
WHEN WE ARE APART, MY OTHER HALF IS MISSING..
AND I AM NOT COMPLETE, NOT WHOLE...

BUT...
THERE IS A KNOCK AT THE DOOR...
I AM HANDED FLOWERS..
ROSES, BRILLIANT RED AND SOFT WHITE..
AND NESTLED IN THEIR MIST IS A CARD...
'TO MY SOARING HEART'
I PLACE MY FACE SO CLOSE
AN INHALE THEIR BEAUTY..
AND TEARS FLOW..
TEARS OF HAPPINESS..
OF YEARNING...
OF LOVE...
AS THEY SAY TO ME...
FROM YOU...
'I MISS YOU!'


MY LOVER, MY BESTEST FRIEND,
MY SOULMATE AND MY HEART!
FROM MY SOARING HEART
Posted 18 Mar 2004

subha says
Niceee
Posted 09 Apr 2004

subha says
BoRnFl_iRt said:

subha said:

hehe yeh to koi answer na howa meri baat ka



Ab Kiya Kerien Iss Main Bhi Tumhara Kasoor Hai
Khud Bhi Chootio Aur Deemagh Bhi Paya Choota Samajhne
Main Der To Lage Gi Na Tumhein LolzzziyaaaaaN ...



elo kar lo baat
Posted 09 Apr 2004

BoRnFl_iRt says
subha said:

Niceee



Did Ya Like It ?
Posted 12 Apr 2004

BoRnFl_iRt says
subha said:

BoRnFl_iRt said:

subha said:

hehe yeh to koi answer na howa meri baat ka



Ab Kiya Kerien Iss Main Bhi Tumhara Kasoor Hai
Khud Bhi Chootio Aur Deemagh Bhi Paya Choota Samajhne
Main Der To Lage Gi Na Tumhein LolzzziyaaaaaN ...



elo kar lo baat

Baat To Main Ne Kab Ki Ker Di Hai ..
Posted 12 Apr 2004

BoRnFl_iRt says
Here I Go Again


Gham ko gar khushiyon se chaan liya jaey
Zindagi ko phir kaise zindagi maan liya jaey

Yeh zaroori hai khud se mulaqaat k liye
Khud ko kisi had tak pehchaan liya jaey

Hazaron roop hotay hain pas-e-pardah bhi
Jo saamnay hai use kaise maan liya jaey

Jo kia darbadar wus'at-e-tamanna ne dunya se
Kiyun na veeran-e-dil mein makaan liya jaey

Kabhi ho ik jang zindagi ki khatir to
Kabhi maut k liye bhi samaan liya jaey

Phir josh-e-safar kiyun kar ho sakay ga paida
Gar sar peh lutf-e-saya taan liya jaey

De gi gawahi meri be-khawab raaton ki
Shab k katehray mein chaandni ka bayan liya jaey

Manzil ko pa lena to bari baat hai KAASH'
Yahi bohot hai keh ise jaan liya jaey .......
Posted 12 Apr 2004

subha says
woooow nice tooooo good
Posted 14 Apr 2004

subha says
BoRnFl_iRt said:

subha said:

BoRnFl_iRt said:

subha said:

hehe yeh to koi answer na howa meri baat ka



Ab Kiya Kerien Iss Main Bhi Tumhara Kasoor Hai
Khud Bhi Chootio Aur Deemagh Bhi Paya Choota Samajhne
Main Der To Lage Gi Na Tumhein LolzzziyaaaaaN ...



elo kar lo baat

Baat To Main Ne Kab Ki Ker Di Hai ..




wohi to ab paglon ki batoon ko samjhnay mein waqt to darkar hota hi hay na
Posted 14 Apr 2004

subha says
BoRnFl_iRt said:

subha said:

Niceee



Did Ya Like It ?



yup
Posted 14 Apr 2004

BoRnFl_iRt says
subha said:

woooow nice tooooo good



Thankooo Thankoooo
Posted 16 Apr 2004

BoRnFl_iRt says
subha said:

BoRnFl_iRt said:

subha said:

BoRnFl_iRt said:

subha said:

hehe yeh to koi answer na howa meri baat ka



Ab Kiya Kerien Iss Main Bhi Tumhara Kasoor Hai
Khud Bhi Chootio Aur Deemagh Bhi Paya Choota Samajhne
Main Der To Lage Gi Na Tumhein LolzzziyaaaaaN ...



elo kar lo baat

Baat To Main Ne Kab Ki Ker Di Hai ..




wohi to ab paglon ki batoon ko samjhnay mein waqt to darkar hota hi hay na


Tum Jab Apne Baare Main Baat Kerti Ho To Kitni Achi Lagti Ho ...
Posted 16 Apr 2004

subha says
main jab apnay baare mein baat nahi karti tab bi achi lagti hoon na
Posted 17 Apr 2004

BoRnFl_iRt says
Lo Ker Diya Na Doodh Ka Doodh Aur Pani Ka Pani U Silly Sally
Posted 18 Apr 2004

subha says
Posted 18 Apr 2004

BoRnFl_iRt says
Dont B .. But Instead Always Like
Ok .. Looks Good On Galz Face ...
Posted 23 Apr 2004

sharara says
thanx a lot ppl.. i was away..
but im sur ull not grudge me that once u know why.
well ive met new ppl.. maybe made aquaintances.. but i still miss the old.. and my studies are miserable and rest is....

my life is
so tell my bf to come bk b4 i runaway with a ghost
Posted 23 Apr 2004

BoRnFl_iRt says
Ur BF Is Always Here ... Have A Good Look ..
Posted 23 Apr 2004

BoRnFl_iRt says
Hey Shary Have YA Seen Poems I Wrote For YA ?
Posted 23 Apr 2004

subha says
BoRnFl_iRt said:

Dont B .. But Instead Always Like
Ok .. Looks Good On Galz Face ...





acha ok taan fir e lo ik wari hoor
Posted 23 Apr 2004

BoRnFl_iRt says
Ufffffffho Dont B Sarring Sarring CHURAIL Jee ..
Mai Taan Bas Awien Hi ... Nayee Hansna
Tey Meri Bala Toun Na Hanso .. Ainj Hi Rawo ..
Posted 28 Apr 2004

subha says
me not sariing u bhalo
Posted 05 May 2004

sharara says
hie ppl.. haan bf.. ive been keeping and eye on u ;)

khair all aside.. thank God a lil of my work load is off and all i hav to do nowadays is give my exams.. and guys.., pray for me
Posted 05 May 2004

sharara says
BF : going out to u.......

Just Another Face In The Crowd

I don’t stand out...
Among the others,
Especially to you.

I look at you...
I watch you,
Every move is remembered.

Your beautiful smile...
Your laugh,
The warmth in your eyes.

For a moment...
You glance at me,
Yet it seems like a lifetime.

To you...
I’m just another face in the crowd,
You know nothing of me.

This face...
Has more to it than you think,
It could make your dreams come true.

I’d have a chance with you...
If I was anyone else,
But a face in the crowd.

SOMETHINGS MIGHT NEVER CHANGE..........

BUT I'LL ALWAYS B THERE....
Posted 06 May 2004

sharara says
My Lost Moment

Why does it feel like the moment is mine
Yet time is not
Why does it feel like the past is mine
Yet the future is not
How can a dream that lasts a lifetime,
Be over in minutes?
Where can I find the time to dream, if not inside my head?
How does a grain of sand survive - constantly shifting and slipping...?
Slipping through my fingers.
That is my lost moment.

Dedicated to the one and only Admin
Posted 06 May 2004

javad says
hiii
good morning to alll
Posted 06 May 2004

well now wass up? shary and BF ?
Posted 19 May 2004

LiL_DollY says


cry like crazy
have you ever had soo much sadness inside of you
it made u angry




BoRnFl_iRt said:


MISSING YOU.

YOU LEFT FOR WORK...
THE DOOR IS CLOSED AND LOCKED
I WATCHED YOU DRIVE AWAY,
BUT YOUR SCENT LINGERED...
I SHOOK MY HEAD
TRYING TO DISLODGE YOUR IMAGE
AND TO GET ON WITH MY DAILY CHORES...

'I MISS YOU'...

I MAKE THE BED,
OUR BED...
WHERE A FEW SHORT HOURS AGO WE HAD LAIN
SNUGGLED TOGETHER AS ONE...
AND AS I SMOOTHE THE SHEETS,
I SEE THE INDENTATIONS FROM YOUR BODY...
I LIE DOWN FOR A MOMENT,
IN THE PLACE WHERE YOU HAVE LAIN,
PUT MY HEAD ON YOUR PILLOW,
AND BREATHE IN THE SCENT OF YOU..
I FEEL YOU THERE...

BUT, I ARISE, WITH AN EMPTY FEELING
MOVING ON TO THE NEXT CHORE.
BUT....

'I MISS YOU'...

I DUST THE MANTLE, AND LIGHT A CANDLE...
THE AROMA IMMEDIATELY ASSAILS MY SENSES.
I AM HURLED BACK TO OTHER TIMES,
WITH FIRE CRACKLING, CANDLES BURNING...
BARRY, CELION, FAITH ARE OUR GUESTS..
THEIR SOFT THROBBING MUSIC,
PLAYING HAUNTINGLY
IN THE BACKGROUND...
MY HAND IS FROZEN IN MIDAIR,
DUSTING FORGOTTEN
AS I AM TRANSENDED BACK TO NIGHTS OF
EXQUISTE ESCTASY!
OF HEAVENS VISITED, OF STARS TOUCHED,
TO FEELINGS NEVER BEFORE FELT!

I MUST MOVE ON, THERE IS MUCH TO DO
BUT...

'I MISS YOU'...

I WILL BAKE...
AND AS I BAKE COOKIES THAT YOU LOVE SO WELL...
THE SMELL OF THEM SIMMERING IN THE OVEN
TRIGGERS MEMORYS...
SO MANY MEMORIES...
OF US, TOASTING EACH OTHER IN THE KITCHEN,
LAUGHING,
TOUCHING,
HUGGING
CELEBRATING OUR LOVE...
GIDDY WITH THE AWARENESS OF EACH OTHER...

'I MISS YOU'...

YOU CALL,
WE SPEAK OF TRIVIAL THINGS,
YOU ASK, 'ARE YOU ALRIGHT?
YOU SOUND AS IF SOMETHING IS BOTHERING YOU'
I DENY,
HOW CAN I VOICE IT?
YOU ARE BUSY,
THERE ISN'T TIME...
IT WOULD TAKE A LIFETIME TO EXPRESS...
HOW DO I EXPLAIN, THE EMPTYNESS INSIDE,
THE YEARNING...

BECAUSE....

'I MISS YOU'...

I COOK,
THE SAUCE IS ONE YOU LOVE,
I STIR,
BUT AS I WATCH THE STEAM ARISE...
I PAUSE..
MY MIND DOING TUMBLESAULTS BACK...
TO STEAM ARISING...
FROM US AND OUR BODIES,
AS WE JOIN EACH OTHER,
BECOMING ONE..
IN THE THROES OF PASSION..

IT BOILS TO FAST
AND I AM BROUGHT BACK TO REALITY...
A PLACE WHERE I DO NOT WISH TO BE...
AS....

'I MISS YOU'...

I SHOWER,
AND AS THE VAPORS REACH OUT FOR THE CEILING..
AND THE MUSIC SOFTLY PLAYS...
I THINK OF YOU.
I COVER MYSELF IN BUBBLES...
SMILING, KNOWING HOW YOU LOVE THEM.
BUT A YEARNING OVERTAKES ME..
SO FIERCE THAT IT LEAVES ME WEAK..
AND AS I WRAP MY SELF IN A TOWEL,
I AM WISHING IT IS YOUR ARMS INSTEAD!
I LAVISH ON ALL MY MANY CREAMS
LAYER AFTER LAYER...
THEIR FRAGRANCE FILLS THE ROOM..
EACH ONE, INDIVIDUALLY, SOOTHS AND SOFTENS,
MY HANDS CARESS PLACES,
WHERE YOU LOVE THE SOFTNESS...
TOGETHER THEIR MINGLED SCENTS, INTOXIFY!
RUSHING THOUGHTS OF US TO MY HEART,
WHICH BEATS ERATICLY WITH THE THOUGHT OF YOU..

HERE...
NOW..
WITH ME..
TWO BECOMING ONE...
YOU MUST SEE...


'I MISS YOU'...

EACH TIME WE ARE APART,
IT WRENCHES MY SOUL..
ALTHOUGH I KNOW IT IS ALL REALITYS OF LIFE..
AND ALL NECESSARY...
CAN YOU UNDERSTAND WHAT IT DOES?
FOR...
WE ARE ONE,
IN SPIRIT...
MIND...
AND HEART..
SOULMATES...
WHEN WE ARE APART, MY OTHER HALF IS MISSING..
AND I AM NOT COMPLETE, NOT WHOLE...

BUT...
THERE IS A KNOCK AT THE DOOR...
I AM HANDED FLOWERS..
ROSES, BRILLIANT RED AND SOFT WHITE..
AND NESTLED IN THEIR MIST IS A CARD...
'TO MY SOARING HEART'
I PLACE MY FACE SO CLOSE
AN INHALE THEIR BEAUTY..
AND TEARS FLOW..
TEARS OF HAPPINESS..
OF YEARNING...
OF LOVE...
AS THEY SAY TO ME...
FROM YOU...
'I MISS YOU!'


MY LOVER, MY BESTEST FRIEND,
MY SOULMATE AND MY HEART!
FROM MY SOARING HEART
Posted 01 Mar 2005

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