There are spaces in my heart... ones that no one else can ever fill... for once you were... and no longer you are... but always you remain there... in my mind...ever trying to fill the spaces in my heart.
So many times I have thought of you...and yet never would I pick up the phone ... and even if you were just across the street... I do not think I would venture there ... for when I think of you... I also remember the pain ... the hurt you caused... I try not to ... but it is there ... reminding me ... that loving you cost too great a price.
I think about all the times you made me laugh ... but then I remember all the times I cried. I think about all the times we went for walks ... and held hands and made promises that later were to be broken... I remember how we talked ... and planned tomorrow ... and yet at all too young an age ... for little did we know ... one does not plan tomorrow ... one never even really plans today.
I think about all the things we said ... words spoken too hastily ... and words that plunged too deep into our souls ... so deep that we could not take them back.
I think about you ... and I think about me ... both have gone on with their lives ... the path that once merged into one has now become two separate paths...
And as much as my heart would like to return to the pathway where the two hearts merged ... my head tells me to keep on walking ... and I know that this is the time I choose to listen to my head and not my heart.
For when I gave you my heart...I gave you a part of my soul... a part I wonder if I should ever get back ... but I know that it is best for me to stay on this path ... the one that you are not on ... and the spaces in my heart ... well, I choose to live with those as well.
I do not walk alone ... there are those that love me ... there are happy times ... and there are sad times ... but no time has ever touched me the way the walk on that pathway did ... and I choose not to ever be that hurt again. There is so much in life we cannot control ... and yet there are those decisions we make...
But for now ... and forever how long it takes me... I will continue on this path ... and I will try to only remember the good ... the joys...the happiness...
I just wanted you to know... I did walk on ... and I have been happy ... and I realize that in spite of it all... I still remember ... and I think I always will.
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I think about all the times you made me laugh ... but then I remember all the times I cried. I think about all the times we went for walks ... and held hands and made promises that later were to be broken... I remember how we talked ... and planned tomorrow ... and yet at all too young an age ... for little did we know ... one does not plan tomorrow ... one never even really plans today.
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There are spaces in my heart... ones that no one else can ever fill... for once you were... and no longer you are... but always you remain there... in my mind...ever trying to fill the spaces in my heart.
So many times I have thought of you...and yet never would I pick up the phone ... and even if you were just across the street... I do not think I would venture there ... for when I think of you... I also remember the pain ... the hurt you caused... I try not to ... but it is there ... reminding me ... that loving you cost too great a price.
THE WHOLE PEOM WAS EXELLENT BUT THIS BIT WAS MY FAV AND THE BIT FRAGI PUT ON HIS