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aakhri chand din december kay her baras he giraan guzartay hain khahishoon kay nigaarkhanay main kaisay kaisay guman guzartay hain raftagaan kay bikhartay saalon ki aik mehfil si dil may sujti hai phone ki diary kay safhoon say kitnay number pukartay hain mujhay jin say murboot benawa ghantee ab faqat meray dil mein bujti hai kis qadar piaray piaray naamoon per raingti budnuma lakeerain si meri aankhoon main phail jaati hain doorian daairay banati hain her december kay aakhree din main her baras ki tarha say ab kay bhi diary ik sawal kerti hay kiya khaber is baras kay aakhir main meray in bechiragh safhoon say kitnay he naam kat gaye ho gain her december main sochta hoon may aik din is tarha bhi hona hay rang ko roshnee main khona hay
Age: 124
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Raat Uss Na Poocha Thah Tum Ko Kaisi Lagti Hai Chandni December Ki ! Main Nay Kehna Chaha Thah Saal-O-Maah K Baray Main Guftagu K Kiya Maani ? Chahay Koi Manzer Ho Dasht Ho , Samander Ho June Ho , December Ho Dharkano Ka Her Naghma Manzaro Pay Bhaari Hai Saath Jab Tumhara Ho Dil Ko Ek Sahara Ho Aisa Lagta Hai Jaisay Ek Nasha Sa Taari Hai Lakin Uss Ki Qurbat Main Kuch Nahi Kaha Main Nay Takti Reh Gayee Mujh Ko Chandni December Ki !
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DECEMBER JAB BHI AATA HAI........
DECEMBER LOAT AAYA HAI AUR SUNG APNEY DARD-O-GHAM SAMAIT LAYA HAI JAB HAWA MEIN KHUNKI BARH JATI HAI JANE KYUN? MEREY DIL KI HALAT ABTER HO JATI HAI BAY-BAAT BARASTI HEIN AANKHAIN AUR DIL MEIN KHALISH AA JATI HAI JAB DARD KI TEESAIN UTHTI HEIN MEREY DIL KO LAHO KER JATI HEIN JANE KYUN? TUB BICHRAY YAAD AANE LAGTEY HEIN AUR DARD SATANEY LAGTEY HEIN JANE KYUN AISA HOTA HAI? JAB BHI DECEMBER AATA HAI MUJH KO TANHA KER JATA HAI
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!!!SUNO DECEMBER!!!
Naee hikayat muhabbaton ki Shikayatoon ki Bhujhe bhuje se haroof le kar Kohar mein doobi seyyahoon ki Warq warq per utaarna hai Udaas shamoo ke phool chun kar
Suno December Ussay pukaaro Ussay bulaaoo Suno December ... Ussay mila do Ab is se pehlay ke saans niklay Ab is se pehlay ke saal guzray Wohi lakeerain wohi sitaara Meri lakeeroon mein qaid kar do Ya aakhri shab ke aakhri pal Koi bara ikhtitaam kar do Yeh zindagi bhi tamaam kar do Suno December ... Ussay mila do...
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~*~Tears or Smiles~*~ Tears or Smiles Which one to choose Should I smile because I once had you or cry Because I never will again Should I smile because your Happy or cry because I’m not Tell me why…why I cry I want to smile yes I do but That’s impossible because of you
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Tears of Pain!
You were just to blind to see how much I really cared you didn't even pay attention to when I was really there!
I tried so hard to think of things to say I never wanted to upset you in any kind of way.
I am so sorry if you thought I was never there I am so sorry that you thought I never cared I never wanted you to feel that way I never even knew of what to do or say.
You were my bestest best friend and I had listened to every word you said but you just wouldn't ever open up to me always hiding your true feelings about your boyfriend being dead.
I never even ignored you I wanted to always be at your side I didn't want you hurting yourself with all the pain you tried to cover up and hide.
So much pressure of worrying of what you might do I knew you wanted to die because of Trent and I didn't want to end up losing you to.
I cried every night asking God to make you strong because I couldn't bare the thought of you also being gone.
So if you think I am selfish because I tried to ease your pain I am sorry you looked at it that way hopefully the truth is what someday you will gain.
I am glad Sam's now your best friend so you don't need to rub it all in my face because the only thing I ever wanted for you is for you to be always happy in everything you do.
So when I see you smiling from all the way down the hall I will think of how much I miss to hear you talk to me without any kind of insecurity.
I will remember back on those days when we used to laugh over nothing such as the time I spelt that pop on the floor boy was that really something.
I will remember the times when we always acted so dumb I loved those moments because they were always fun.
Everyday on my way to school I always thought about seeing you because you were the highlight of my day and because you helped me through in every way.
I am sorry you didn't feel the same way and now here you are saying GOODBYE well sense you decided it is now our end I to, will wave my hand painfully back and forth, waving to you back, goodbye!
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My Tears
Things look distant and dark at night, And petty things all seem at might. In the darkness there is something that glistens, But is lighter than a whisper to listen. You might be there and gazing at me, On my face, the falling tears you will see. I itch for your hand to gather the drops, When it touches my face, it seems that time stops. I see you wipe my tears dry, and making me promise to never cry. I see those sparkling drops arise in your eyes, Your love I see, in deep fathom lies. Your tears fall, across your cheek, falling into your hands making it weak. My tears they mingle with your tears, and they wash away all my fears.
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You caused my tears to fall
The tears roll down my cheek My eyes they start to swell I’m missing every part of you Your laugh, your smile, your smell You were my second half You knew me inside out I can not comprehend it all What this is all about I thought I meant something to you You meant the world to me Now I see it wasn’t real But how could this all be You’ll never know the pain you caused You aren’t there to see it all My heart continues to ache You caused my tears to fall
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Eternal Rain
You are my eveving star Do I make you wish When I look real hard You make me feel foolish
Am I your one and only Are you my man Or am I one of many If so don't take my hand
Am I your Angel Or do I cause you pain Do I light your heart like a candle Or do I dampen it like rain
Do others make you more happy Do you long to be with your friends Does your heart cry when you're without me Just for that one wish I would go to no end
Why am I in so much pain Why does my heart feel like a storm with Eternal Rain