eshajam
Age: 37
6452 days old here
Total Posts: 15689
Points: 0
Location:
United Arab Emirates, United Arab Emirates
Breaking from these chains of hate,
I find some inner strength.
I bring about my common loss and
it begins to grow in length.
That feeling of loneliness,
just tearing at my heart.
As the sadness continues on,
my soul then falls apart.
In pieces I reach for peace,
yet it seems so far away.
Fading in and out of silence,
the depression goes on each day.
The time is drawing closer
and I'm aiming for resort.
To end this total nightmare
which haunts in every sort.
Slipping off the edge of light
I fall back into chains.
Which kept me in this place so long and
caused me so much pain.
I finally realize,
that I'm coming to an end.
The clock begins its final tune and
blackness starts to blend.
This lifeless place
I've found so sad and blue,
now transfuses in my veins.
I'm left with nothing more
than hate and chains of pain.
Cold and dead I find my way but
I'm at a total loss.
That place which held my happiness,
has been left to lay and rot.
This silence which devours me is
turning my soul so black.
Hoping that it goes away,
but it has always come right back.
A dread of blood flows over me,
I see the sands of time.
A tiny grain falls from the top and
I know its one of mine.
eshajam
Age: 37
6452 days old here
Total Posts: 15689
Points: 0
Location:
United Arab Emirates, United Arab Emirates
Orange and black butterfly girl
What will it be like when your wings uncurl
When you burst out of your involuntary chrysalis
The sun bends down and with a kiss
Dries the tears from your immaculate wings
When it’s your name the dawn chorus sings
When you can fly as fast and high
Without needing to answer to how and why
Underestimated butterfly girl
I hope I can be there when your happiness unfurls
When the sky is brightly painted
With a hundred colours untainted
By all this not getting what you’re due
And you finally see yourself how we see you
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