eshajam
Age: 37
6421 days old here
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It was an impossible dream, I knew that from the start. But you were so persuasive that, My mind found it hard to fight my heart.
Your words were so charming, Your spirit was so free. You made me think that, maybe this was meant to be.
You made me feel so special, By paying me all that attention. Showering me with hugs and kisses, and endless affection.
I was always true to you, I loved you with all my heart. You were on mind all the time, Weather we were together or apart.
I thought you were honest, Someone I could trust. But all you wanted was to, Fulfill your desires of lust.
You kept asking me if i knew, what love was and how it felt. But it was you that needed to, Learn how loved ones have to be dealt.
I found it hard to trust people but, Still i gave you every chance. Even though you had cheated on me, Without giving me a second glance.
People around us may never have, Accepted us being together. Coz we didn't share the same race, But you always knew that difference would remain forever.
I know it's been a long time now, Days, months and years have past. But the pain of my broken heart, Has still got a long time to last.
I have forgiven you it's true, But i still think about you. And i wish i still have a special, place in your heart too.
eshajam
Age: 37
6421 days old here
Total Posts: 15689
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eshajam
Age: 37
6421 days old here
Total Posts: 15689
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Location:
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Ive gotta hand it to you You really know how to break a heart Youre letters made me cry After 5 weeks of being strong I finally am letting go
So the two of you can stay together If five years is just too long for us Then you both can have each other And this is it for me I have let you go
Ill be taking down our photos tonight And the memories will store in my heart Ill turn the other way when you walk by And Ill thank everyone else for being my friend
So the two of you can stay together If five years is just too long for us Then you both can have each other And this is it for me I have let you go
I dont know where I went wrong So if you wont tell me then I am done Your excuses dont fool me now I am sorry this is something I have to do
Theres no loyalty as friends in what you did I dont fit into your little game so I quit The two of you made the rules just so youd win And so you did and lost a friend in the end
Ive gotta hand it to you You really know how to break a heart Youre letters made me cry After 5 weeks of being strong I finally am letting go
This is my poem of thoughts Itll never be enough to explain how I feel But I needed to write this down Its my way of saying goodbye to you
I kept saying over and over Nothing lasts forever I didnt want you to be right but I guess you are Its over well and truly Goodbye my friend, once again
eshajam
Age: 37
6421 days old here
Total Posts: 15689
Points: 0
Location:
United Arab Emirates, United Arab Emirates
Alone in a world brought to mind by ones own delusions, Lost in-between thoughts of these harmonious illusions, Toxic butterfly's glisten from the colors of sparkling gold, As they fly gently throughout a pink sky towards the stars, Leaving a trail of blue upon the brains already marked scars, While tired eyes hallucinate the colors of a pastel rainbow.
A heaven so beautiful, painted upon the mist of butterfly's, Escaping painful reality from the truth of misfortunate lies, A land of fairytales so admired deep within ones heart, Although ill to the core, affection is still what they seek, As a child with schizophrenia lays their head to sleep, For another day goes by, colored within depths mind.
eshajam
Age: 37
6421 days old here
Total Posts: 15689
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When I think about my friends, I think of many things, The laughter and the caring, Above all the love they bring.
i think about our good 'ol days, The nights were filled with laughter,
Most of all the Trail of Tears, Telling each other how much we cared, and sharing our greatest fears.
I think about our sneaking out, Just to hang out with friends, Not knowing if we would get caught, The good times would never end.
I think about our day we bonded, And talked about upcoming years, It was hard to hold back the tears.
I think about the little things, Like coming over just to talk, Sometimes it would get so boring, We would go on long walks.
I think about our sleepovers, Staying up all night long, You taught us little dances, And we would dance to our favorite songs.
I think about the times we said, We wished we had a car, So we could see eachother ever day, It seemed like you lived so far.
I think about our summer days, And walking to the ice cream store, Just to make sure we would stay cool.
I think about ten years from now, Not knowing where we will be, Coming back to be together again
I think about how lucky I am, To have such loving friends, Knowing that I'll never forget, All the time together we have spent.
Thoughts are going through your head, Your trying to remember all of this, Sometimes you forget the little things, These things are the ones you will miss..!!!
eshajam
Age: 37
6421 days old here
Total Posts: 15689
Points: 0
Location:
United Arab Emirates, United Arab Emirates
Guilty she would feel each and everyday so much in mind but nothing to say her head facing the floor her feet to the ground no smile just frown no one came to her so she never played hated shed feel so mean and betrayed love meant nothing at all to her in hr mind that will stay she felt so dark heavy dark not gray what made her feel so dark was her soul if u was to live her life you'd know she had nothing at all so many tears dripping from her face as she sits down shes counting the drops the marks stitches fears and pieces but what MADE HER dark all the peaces that she has counted was memories from her heart nothing she had cuz her family was gone part by part a thousand memories on the floor the Lie till this day she sits at the corner and wait to ""DIE""
hoo hello dede 
