eshajam
Age: 37
6421 days old here
Total Posts: 15689
Points: 0
Location:
United Arab Emirates, United Arab Emirates
Mistreated down the mountain,
Every thing is tumbling down.
Hours pass, flowing like a fountain,
I age rapidly and drown.
Rocky like the road, I need to cover my head,
Because the air will blow like leafs until im dead.
I'm depressed, I'm so sad, I want to go and die,
There's nothing keeping me alive.
The only thing I loved makes me sad,
The only thing that makes me sad I love.
I just want to go away,
But I don't really know the way.
She wants me gone, out of her life,
I can't go anywhere, she's got me locked with sadness.
She acts like she doesn't know me,
She doesn't apologize for her madness.
I'm stuck, and she's alright,
It doesn't matter if I frown, because shes fine.
I take my heart out, every night,
She knows how to hypnotize, but doesn't know there is no light.
I'm blind with darkness tonight,
There is no sight to let me snide.
You have to change because its hurting me inside,
And I have taken all the pain this time.
I took the opportunity to cry,
I didn't tell you I had died.
You would know soon enough,
And you'd care too little for me to know.
I feel abused.. I feel raped,
Like genocide in my heart.
Darkness and despair is tearing me apart,
I can't take this suicide.
I can't be myself,
I can't ask why.
No reason to live or die,
I can't breath anymore.. what am I?
The walking dead are nigh.
I'm crashing deep inside,
It doesn't matter, you know why.
It happens every time,
this sadness is like a shadow of mine..!!!
eshajam
Age: 37
6421 days old here
Total Posts: 15689
Points: 0
Location:
United Arab Emirates, United Arab Emirates
Sitting in the grass
Playing with your golden hair
Lying in the sun
Watching you breathe so beautifully
Walking hand in hand on the beach
Talking about the future
Missing for days when you left
Tortured me horribly
Locking eyes with your's
Made my heart over beat
Having your lips against mine
Made everything a whole lot brighter
Taking pictures of you in the rain
Messy as they were, You were beautiful
Thinking of you always
Wait, I already am...
eshajam
Age: 37
6421 days old here
Total Posts: 15689
Points: 0
Location:
United Arab Emirates, United Arab Emirates
The beauty of love lasts a life time, but what happens when the relationship is long distance? It's still the same only hundreds (if not thousands) of miles away. When you're in love it doesn't matter if your loved one is in the same city, state or even country. Love has no distance.
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