eshajam
Age: 37
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very touching story..
shukur hain main esa nahi hu
ha,ha,my father is not just a father his like a dear
best friend..my father thought me about adab aur ehtaram
alhumdurella..
'RESPECT OTHERS AND THEY WILL RESPEST YOU'..abi yeh baat
main re dad ki mujhi yaad hain..and i love my father a lot..thanks for sharing..FG
your words are allways
touching.
keep it up
eshajam
Age: 37
6421 days old here
Total Posts: 15689
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Location:
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Death, departure, walk away, walk out
Should I or should I not pout
Family and friends
Lovers and one-night stands
I have loved, lost and lived
How do I trust, how do I love again
I should move on, it's all in my past
But my pain remains, continues and lasts
This pain lingers in my heart, mind and soul
Damn it - why is this world so cold
How can I have faith in God and family
When people I love are taken from me
Where can I find true and loyal friends
I'm sick of the lies, fights and revenge
Hurt continuously, hurt at a young age
How do I love again with all of my rage
How do I get past all of this, show me a sign
So I can leave my sadness, pain and crying behind...!!!
eshajam
Age: 37
6421 days old here
Total Posts: 15689
Points: 0
Location:
United Arab Emirates, United Arab Emirates
There is a great deal of depression that has overtaken my soul,
It floods deep within, into every inch that makes me whole.
I wonder and worry of thought throughout the day,
What is to come, to my dismay.
As a flood of tears pour out of me in all my expressions,
more and more comes, more and more depression.
I assure myself everything is ok!
But who am I fooling?
Then I burst into a spirit of rage.
I have questions, and there are answers.
But I'm afraid and much too weak,
When I try to explain,
I hear I'm hearing wrong and need to be meek.
But this is how I feel, there's no wrong or right,
But as I battle with myself, I always lose the fight.
I feel intimidated sometimes by others,
But as I said "This is how I feel"
The pain in me is very real.
I lose control, my thought go wild,
and here I am only a child.
If only you knew what I thought,
If only you knew what I fought.
I need my thoughts held captive.
Oh God, assure me I'm thinking normal
and you'll help me think positive.
I'm hurting, I need you!
Please don't give up on me!
One day I will make you smile!
............I PROMISE...........
no..only 
