eshajam
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Age: 37
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I believe, that everything happens for a reason. That in order to be happy, you have to do it yourself. No one else can put a smile on your face, unless you can do it yourself. I believe, that love does not find itself. That you can choose your own destiny and there's no person in the world who will do it for you. I believe that, it's easier to live life without regret. And that there's no need to dwell over something that has already happened because no one can go back in time and change the past. I believe that in order to understand someone, you have to imagine yourself in their situation. I believe that this world is beautiful, if only you look at it through new eyes. I believe that, sometimes people hide their own lives, behind someone else's. That people try to be someone else, because they can't face who they are. Everyone has a story, everyone has a past. Everyone has hard times, everyone knows what it's like to be hurt. I believe that, in life you decide your destiny, and sometimes the wrong thing is the right thing, and sometimes the right thing, isn't the easy thing.
eshajam
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Age: 37
6422 days old here
Total Posts: 15689
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Location:
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Ahamdurella wo ab belkol tek hai
sara din main hospital main ta
hasa hasa kar pagal kardiya main osko
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he will be fine
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after all he is
a friend by his side..thanks Dear KING
what a bad day it was yeserday
eshajam
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Age: 37
6422 days old here
Total Posts: 15689
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Location:
United Arab Emirates, United Arab Emirates
I waited for your love in hope,
That ours would come again,
And make me feel the things I felt,
When we were one, back then.
But time and distance have erased,
The things I wished anew,
And now I find myself alone,
Though I am here with you.
What good is love, that does not touch,
What good is love, that gives you pain.
What good is love, that makes you run,
And makes you lost out in the rain.
I traveled to another world,
Out far beyond the one we knew,
I thought that I could live again,
And now I find I'm back with you.
But what of hearts that beat as one,
And what of passion and embrace,
Is it too much to ask of you,
To make these tears of mine erase.
What good is love, that does not touch,
What good is love, that gives you pain.
What good is love, that makes you run,
And makes you lost out in the rain.
Too painful this - to journey back,
To times of love and laughter free,
The times we lay together with
A sense of you , a sense of me.
So now, I journey on alone,
Forever wandering, in my thoughts,
And I shall ask you once again,
What good is love.
eshajam
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Age: 37
6422 days old here
Total Posts: 15689
Points: 0
Location:
United Arab Emirates, United Arab Emirates
I sit beside you, Mom
On death's doorstep you lay
I set my head upon your wrist
As I bow my head to pray
The world to me shut off
The silence here is thick
Alone just you and I
And your watch's rhythmic tick
I block out all my pain
And loss I'm sure to feel
I concentrate now deeply
On the tick your watch reveals
I sit here now for days
And hear the rhythmic sound
I contemplate you being gone
The thought now seems profound
The time for you is near
To enter Heaven's Gate
I'll stay here by your side
Until your journey is complete
It's months now since you've passed
My wounds are healing slow
I want so much to hear your voice
To see your smile's glow
I lay my head upon my wrist
When my feelings are too strong
I hear your watch's rhythmic tick
And know you're never gone