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laila
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a camera
Posted 02 Aug 2007

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night walker
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your thinking of thinking everything
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she's a fast poster
not like me slow
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i will steel back my slideshows
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any rose
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hmm smart move
okkk.
king
or
cute girl

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thinking of someone
writing this post
listening to a music
Posted 01 Aug 2007

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Cute Girl said:

eshajam said:

Cute Girl said:

u welcomeee

but why crying??



crying for watching my video pagli oh..sorry
i say to my sister pagli all the time..sorry again and thanks
i really appricated it



it's okkkk


n u welcomeee


THANKS FOR UNDERSTANDING
Posted 01 Aug 2007

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okkk guys this video is for the amazing friends that helped us though sadness and stand by ourside. when we needed them the most.so i made this poem video about friendship...!!




FRIENDS FOREVER
Posted 01 Aug 2007

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hmmm everything in there i have allready.but thanks for showing
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redddddddddd
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ha,ha,ha hmmmmmm
king
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tasha
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cute girl
Posted 01 Aug 2007

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scared
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smile always
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she have a very big list of..kindness
so i will check them all but some time so
i will tell you next time what i like about her..
Posted 01 Aug 2007

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she have everything..so..i give her friendship
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your sad poems
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don't know about you Guys
But i missed all of you today
Posted 01 Aug 2007

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The suicide note

the suicide note,
is hardest to write,
because you have to,
say goodbye,

Now this girl was stressed,
with bullies and boyfriends,
she hate to burn,
but her life was a thread,

now it's time to snip it,
here and now,
she wrote the note,
she didn't know how,

it said:
To my mother,
I love you so much,
To my father,
you too,
To all the haters,
Keep on hating me,
To my boyfriend,
Laters,
and this is a silent cry,
of a mistaken,
suicide butterfly,

will she see you in hell?
because her final trip out,
is leave the station...

she wants to give you a final good-bye...
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Silence the butterfly as it flies through the sky
Softly is floats, waiting to die.
Try as it might, dreams have been lost,
The world grows cold, chokes through the frost.

Silence the butterfly, dark whispers in the night,
Telling your secrets, stealing your sight.
Watch it now, killing your friends,
The sun is setting, this is the end.

Silence the butterfly as it drips with fresh blood,
The raven crows, drowning in the flood.
It closes its eyes, but its all around,
Life is dead, no peace to be found.

Silence the butterfly as it smells the sweet flowers,
Patiently it waits, hour after hour.
Darkness is dawn, in this sweet butterfly,
Dawn is now dark, as you close your eyes.
Posted 01 Aug 2007

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Wings Of a Butterfly
I saw a butterfly on a flower flapping colorful wings.
I reached my hand out to grab the wings but it flew away.
I could wander faraway while chasing this.
And feel as free as the butterfly.
Because it is so hard to catch it
Moving away and reaching so high.
I just wanted to hold it in my hand
And see the beautiful colors.
Even if I caught the butterfly in my hand
I have to let it go.
So I did not wander far and I did not try to catch the butterfly
I just let it fly away
Posted 01 Aug 2007

Topic: sadness

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You said before you died,
that I was the key to your heart.
But the truth is you were mine.
I ask the Lord above,
to answer my prayers.
That you would come back.
But, that wouldn't be fair.
I now know that you're happy where you are.
Safe in the arms of God
without any cares.
But I want you to know,
that I still love you so.
And I'll go on living for Him,
Knowing that His light will never dim.
Someday together we'll be,
But, until then, the Lord will take care of me.
So, keep on watching,
It won't be long.
That from this world,
I'll be gone.
Into your arms once again,
Safe from all the worldly harm.
Posted 01 Aug 2007

Topic: sadness

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It's becoming more evident
Much more obvious to me
I thought much more of you
Than you ever thought of me

Was this my biggest mistake
Letting myself think you cared
Was I just your marionette
With heartstrings open and bared

With me left here still thinking
What was false, what was true
So puzzling and so complex
I?m left to await another clue

On my heartstings you played
Each left with a loving memory
Yet I still have those questions
Do you ever think about me

I?m wondering why all the intrigue
Now why all of this mystery
Why am I left here hanging
Your the one that holds the key.
Posted 01 Aug 2007