~tasha~ said:
Searching for strength to just let go,
to let you rise above and float away.
Like dreams lost among the clouds,
with me you no longer want to stay.
Up up and away love ends to soon,
why do I find it so hard to let go?
Gone with the wind love and balloon,
pretty in pink fades in the afterglow.
The music played as I held you tight.
whisper words in your ear soft spoken.
Time with you comes to an end tonight.
party is over now my heart lay broken.
Danced the last dance then goodbye,
the last words spoke from your lips.
Sadness overwhelms as I start to cry.
the string slips from my fingertips.
tashu* 
~tasha~ said:Not looking forward or ahead,
running away from all I dread.
Going too slow going to fast,
time puts distance from my past.
Pulled in opposite directions,
leaving behind past rejections.
Indecision which way to drive,
must choose correctly to survive.
I sit back here and contemplate,
which way to go what is my fate.
So much of life and road ahead,
repeat my past is what I dread.
Unknown to me around the bend,
if all this pain and hurt will end.
So here in limbo I sit in fear,
watch the mirror of yester-year.
This moment of time now frozen,
to reveal the path I've chosen.
Now time will tell if I chose right,
and if my choice had good insight.
Seeing my past and seeing me now,
I have to forge ahead some how.
Out drive past with faith and hope,
ask God for strength to help cope.
Drive as fast as fast as I can,
I shall not stop till I know when,
I will know when for I will see,
and meet head on my destiny.
TFS.
