udaaslarki24
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my dream is that if i have a baby my husband comes home at a set time like maybe 6pm he comes home around 10pm at night and hes too busy for me, i want my husband to help me with the baby, haveing a baby with him wil mean i will have to do everything by myself he wont be there when i will need him he only cares about himself.
udaaslarki24
Age: 124
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yea thanks ill invite you and any other muslim sisters that want to come over for shami kababs pepsi and some bhangra dancing and bollywood dancing noooo boys neveer ever girl bonding time :)
udaaslarki24
Age: 124
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nehi none can be jealous of me iam a simple girl who does not wear trendy clother or makeup iam also shy in person so there is no way that someoene can be jealous of me plus iam overweight soo noo my problem is if people are very arrogant, or have very high self esteem they find me extremely boering and a waste of time ,,, and they dont want to socialize more they laugh at ne soo i dont knowww its ok i have you guys :) you accept me thats why i love the internet i feel so relaxed and accepted :)
udaaslarki24
Age: 124
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i wish i was not so emotional and i wish i did not make a big deal when someonee breaks my heart but iam so sensitive its like i cant stand someone breaking my heart and just living like its ok to do that...
udaaslarki24
Age: 124
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yea but i dont have any patience iam broke at the moment its gonna take me a while to get settled before i move out, and i dont want to wait u know so long
udaaslarki24
Age: 124
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yea he wont tell meeif he wants a divorce he should just do it i have no money so i cant make tat change right now.if i had the money no way would i stay with him at all hes broken my heart and my trust i was real with him from the begg he was fake , i wish sometimes i was not an american citizen.
udaaslarki24
Age: 124
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his problem is this he chose the wrong wife and maybe he should find another one i swear thats how i feel around him i mean thats why hes non-responsive and ignores
udaaslarki24
Age: 124
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woh hamesha khethey hai iam busy i cant spend time with u but if someonee else asks him oh come over like my family he has all the time and energy and happiness for them with me i dont even exsist iam like a cook to him everyone else he wants to give them time even though i have tried to be real with him i gave my heart and i gave my time but he put my family first and that hurt because they have company iam the one tat got married because i was so lonley and now i wish i was never born.
udaaslarki24
Age: 124
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listen he doesnt smile at me, he says hes got no time for me for everyone else he has time, but for me he does not iam lonley and misreable so if i leave one day maybe it will be a good thing i cant be lonley like this for the rest of my life u know the point of getting married is haveing someonees company and if he doesnt give it something is wrong
udaaslarki24
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he wont say i t he just wont hes not concerened i wish i could commit suicide but i know its a sin, he doenst even think i exsist he avoids me at all costs iam not there really i wisdh i could hang myself
udaaslarki24
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is makeing sure you look perfect wearing makeup wearing perfect wardrobe is this important, or is it ok to be simple jane wear comftorable clothes and not wear makeup? and is being a very slim important ? is being fat a sin? i mean what is the truth ? what does islam say about looks? are they important ? and iif you dont keep up wit ur looks are you commiting a sin?
udaaslarki24
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yea finance can help yo everything costs somethng but love is also so important especially if you are so desperate for it and you are a loving cuddly person its hard not to get it back :) :(
udaaslarki24
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what if you are in a situation where you are living your life the right way not saying you a perfect you are acting more positive you are calm and not stressed no jealousy in you no gossiping and judging people lets say you are not doing this and people in your family are doing this putting you down everytime you get haappy they give you a negative response what do you do?
ill party like a rockstar in my brand new apartment will u come ? it will be an all girls muslim party 
yeah i miss those freinds they left me i tried to keep them i lost tem and now i feel so lonley 
i wish i could commit suicide but i know its a sin, he doenst even think i exsist he avoids me at all costs iam not there really i wisdh i could hang myself
