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nahi, abhi ki hae, I think
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itni udaas ho ker happy birthday keh rahe hain, bitoo?
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Window

In common daylight
glass is reflective
windows opaque
to the outside world
only blameless blue
adhering to the surface

Then comes the sun’s low shame
shadows fall
ragged leaf shapes
tugged by desperate children’s whispers
cast those dark stains on the glass

open unspoken interiors
where fingers poke crevices
and apportion blame
rocking-horse laughs with terror in the night

Daddy hid his memory
in this ill-smelling sac
Don’t tell!
Daddy’s drawstring tastes so bad
the life-sac he gave me is too dirty
light fights shy
cruel empty window, no-one peeping.




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Earth
At nine point eight meters per second
per second
Earth clasps us to her bosom
In response we spurn her with our heels like
teenagers at home

Where else will we go --?
Out
with our friends to a club on Io
and next morning,
when all the garish cans of flat fizz
contain ash and God knows what,
What gentle curved horizon
will we press our drooping cheek to
and snore like babes?

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Fog
Whiteness glimmers in
Dawn bends through the pane
Fog, soft as cobwebs
Clinging
Close as a lingering ache, or
Rejected love
Mournful, ashen cheeked
Muted, beautiful,
Leeching naïve day
To congealed moonlight --
Milky wormwood memory
Warm breath once shared

Mist on the mirror
Atomized shimmering droplets
Breath on a cold silver mirror
Mist

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Air Force
The sky is broken
Cracked by screaming, careless jets
Harsh military angles
Pierce ancient, unassuming nimbus
Trailing ragged water vapor scrags

Three or four of these
Arrested at the planning stage
And melted down for human kindness
Could gurgle pure and crystal water
Five billion spilling mouthfuls the world over
Make bonny leaping five year olds
Where now are only
Graves of tiny bones.

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The Daisy Cutter

Daisy, Daisy
give me the head of John the Baptist
or another bearded fanatic

The Taliban favor the hirsute
but we are good Christian folk
and our chosen are smooth-chinned

Daisy, Daisy
immolate the hairy ones
cleanse their ethnic dust of
hens, children, terrorists and unseen wives

vaporize their souls, their
spleens, eyeballs, tongues and
tender parts
collect the charred bone fragments
for the charity of the Red Cross
for the Cross is our symbol

We may not get our man,
but by God,
Daisy,
we’ll get someone
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Sanctity
A poem of the Iraq War
Dedicated to George W Bush
Slicing through clear spring skies
the belly of the craft dilates
the crowning missile tip
seeks out the cradle of civilisation
sheltered between its parent riverbeds

A young woman down in the green valley
half smiling, hand on belly
turns to tell her husband --
their new life!
she felt it,
dancing the imaginary path
from dawn to end of time
she reaches for his hand to share,
as luck would have it,
the bloody moment of extinction.

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Teenage Suicide
I thought of dying
gazing into the black, seductive ice water
so glassy and so tranquil
I thought of dying
but in my place
Death's bony embrace
clutched listless children
gnawed by hunger;
prisoners on death row
detritus of their own childhoods;
poor shepherds grazing blunt-toothed animals
on landmined hillsides

I thought of dying,
to throw myself away
so much landfill
If it's no use to me
I could give it
I can holler with my lungs
at injustice
join hands in protest
at brutality
I realized that I had long been dead
but I could choose instead
to reawake
and be alive for them
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Plane

Travelling by air
Long haul
I fly
But I get no further
I try
But empty handed
I free fall.
The stewardess serves
A hearty meal
Of air pie
With plummet

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Anxious
We fold our hands anxiously
Breathing short little breaths
Things flash past the windscreen
Catching the corners of our eyes
There's something round the next bend
I've been here before
In a tight seatbelt
I recall
Something round the bend


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Ophelia

My eyes are stones
you told me truth
but by dawn
beauty had fallen from sight
these stones are in league with gravity
and green water gurgles over fathoms deep
where I lie
about the truth
I lie in weeds
washed back and forth
tangled, knotted,
decaying
and those are stones that once were pearls

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Violet
Violet's inviolate
She shrinks away
By the time she's ready
To butter her cup
Another Daisy's gone by.

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Winter
One day when it's winter
When the tall oak groans in northern winds
When cruel frost creeps white beneath the bark
And twigs once sappy and green
Shake brittle and dry in the darkening

Then come to my door
Let yellow light spill out
Let me wrap you in warm
Let summer kisses bring back roses

What wingspan glides in the blue August skies
Soar and circle
Paired in gentle harmony, one other
Melt, then--
Be with me

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Autumnal
Fading grass gleams low in yellow light
fluffed-up squirrels dig and disagree
quiet mushrooms shoulder fallen leaves
brown and fallen
gold for a day, -- yesterday

russet cranesbills startle, and disown
their other season
before the soggy moth-webs
clustered naked twigs

curving fronds of white anemones
earnest little faces bent in morbid fascination
as all around, gathered to the distance
twisted in their minor throes of death
lie leaves,
collateral damage of the promised spring.

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Rain
When it rains
The soft grey sky
Drifts to the ground
Brown rivulets
Trickle away
Trickle away
Washing sadness down
Weather vanes
Weep and turn
Weep and turn
Forgetting in the damp and grey
That by and by
The sun will shine
Sun will shine
By and by
The sun will shine.

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Summer II
Delicate, uncertain spring is past
Hot, lush grass bursts forth
Heat presses cheeks
Licking humid limbs
Fern uncurls
Slow opening up
     Reach to touch
       Rush of sap...
Pop
Opening lily bud
Pistils dangle, quaking
Pollen dusting, sticking, smearing
Drowsy bees
Sup nectar drops
Fat, guiltless summer
Spills abundant seeds
   And sated, sleeps
      Beneath the leafy trees.


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Summer I
Humming in the blue
The plane and bird
The honey bee
Humming in the grasses
Rasping and whispering heard
Not far,
An anxious city siren passes
Whining of machinery
Click and hum: air condition
Many-legs and two-feet
Living on the surface
Harmoniously.

How small the Earth is -
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Spring song
Singing liquid notes
In the green bud tree
A willow warbler
Welcomes the sun on the old wall
Its song melts away
The long grey winter
Sing of sweet hope
Let no late frost
Stop its trilling throat
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Mother's Day

The damp brown earth invites my
New roots
Was it you, Mama,
Who showed me this?
You bandaged my grazed knee
And told me the names of flowers

My children pull at my hands
They want to help with digging
All the small remembered hours
Seeds of memory
Your face is soft with time
As mine will be
Time grows like the rings of the oak
I tell my children
The names of flowers

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Spring
A little breath
A green shoot thrusting through the snow
Ice-crusted, part-crushed,
But astonishing green
From crouching, dark desolation
Incarcerated
Secret root resistance crept
Radiant defiance
At slightest thaw springs
A forgiveness of melting
One trickling drop of icicle
Rolls down the prisoner's grey face
Now he will clamor with the dawn chorus
And dare to shout out
Reprieve!
Reprieve!

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Tent
Screams from the ice-cliff
hideous wind incisors
slice arching knife edge blocks
above my arctic tent
restrained uncertainly by rocks
where I feign sleep
in whitened darkness

but then --
a murmur of feathers
some light cursing
at the limited tent space
and a glow as warm as song
announce an angel’s presence
and his strong arms
gather me
where I can drink his hot tears
and, soothed by his rythmic pulse
tenderly evaporate
like breath

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Air
Up in the blue,
You are breathing the air
Of frequent flyers

Swirling molecules
Microbial cyclones
Volatile cologne
Bacteria
Each receptive alveole
Penetrated and vacated
By parts of strangers

Why are you winnowed from me
For this dull
Promiscuous ventilation?
Press your mouth again to mine
Inhale, sweet
As rain-washed wishes
Rich, desirous, earthy kisses.
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Snow
I dreamed of snow in August
Its quiet embrace
Holding us white and unconnected to the world
A floating dream of kisses and snowflakes

* * *
Icy hexagons are stacked up on my sill
No footstep in the drifts
The harsh metallic ring resounds
Of spade on frozen ground
Bow your head
Here comes a hearse
And on it lies my heart, still warm

* * *


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Storm
The whole air is conspiring
and ravening thunder rumbles
your image turns in my head
obscure as dark, rolling clouds

Lightning curls, flickers
piercing

Yes, I long for your hand on
                                   my damp skin
a hot breath enters my window --
a gasp,
then sweet, hard raindrops
sweet, hard raindrops
to wet the needy earth

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I want you to miss me
There could be fog
Or maybe just a mist
And inexplicably I'll fade to white
Vanish, and be gone

Or it could be night
And I'll be darkly dressed,
Evading easy definition
And as your eye's distracted
By a falling leaf
I'll merge with restless shadows
And be gone

Then you will discover
What emptiness is

A space so hollow
Even its own walls are swallowed up

A quality of missing
So intense
A lack, a lack

Each hour more bottomless than the last
Until your heart cries out,
A howl of forfeiture

But it will be nothing
Ashen silence where I used to sing
And deafness

The howl must strike the right resonant frequency
A wail that echoes all to the ends of time
To fill the gaping void in whole, looping wavelengths
From the well of your soul, such loneliness
To make Siberian wolves hang heads for shame
In their convivial packs

Then, only then
Might you detect my footprints, indistinct
Marking the morning dew fall

Perhaps glimpse a puff of breath
in the cold, dawn air

You must utter
A howl so desolate, it

Jerks you from your sleep
To find me warm beside you on your pillow

And you will know how
Close you were to the brink
Of the abyss

And know what missing is
And hold me.
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Voicemail
It's here
The space where you should be
Bend your ear
Let my kisses whisper in
Do not fear
My arms make a strong O
As all through the centuries
Lovers have been cradled.
Listen, soft!
Ten thousand-volt desire
Sears my heart
Don't give me e-mail, voice mail
Or any other means of separation
Be here and touch me
My need for you is nothing virtual
But real

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OMG!!!!!!

what an earth is this?

it actually looks beautiful! lakin wahan kia halat ho rahi hogi
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ASALAM O ALAIKUM from LG to all friends!

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chandniiiiii..my sweet behena


mmuuhhaaaa *kissy*
Posted 10 Mar 2007

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QV is right! kal tak to theek tha


I really don't know CF ko ajj kal howa kia hae!
Posted 10 Mar 2007