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CHANDNI SIS



Posted 09 Sep 2007

eshajam

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me and isu
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yeah
thanks to cutie
Posted 08 Sep 2007

Topic: Baby

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v.nice
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thanls jal..
Posted 08 Sep 2007

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wow all are nice
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thanks jal
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I miss the way you always used to say, "I love you"
I miss the things that you used to do
I miss the way you would always put me first
I miss the way you always had a best, not a worst
I miss the hugs you always gave me
I miss how we were so free
I miss the smiles that were sent by you
I miss the way it made me smile too
I miss the kisses that were blown
I miss the love that was always shown
I miss the way you tucked me in so tight
I miss all of the people we knew we would beat
I miss the way you knew we would always have a chance
I miss the way you were so proud of me
I miss all of the things we came out to be
i miss the way you came to me when you cried
I miss the way I had you whom I realied
I miss all those times we had together
             I miss you.
        Always and forever
            

Posted 08 Sep 2007

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Feelings, trying to be released.
Wanting to be explained.
Yet, they stay inside my soul.
Desperately, they await to be freed.

Fighting to make sense.
But, it just doesn't happen.
Another hidden meaning,
Once again will be passed by.

Anger, building up quickly.
Words, that stay in my mind.
Pen, waiting to write again.
Blank paper, stares at me like an enemy.

They may never know,
But it's a warning sign,
To the feelings within.
The pain forced to hide.
Posted 08 Sep 2007

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where is tashu and KING
Posted 08 Sep 2007

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niccccccce
Posted 08 Sep 2007

Topic: You told me

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I look up at the sky.
Then i close my eyes.

I'm crying, my tears are falling for you.
You told me you would be back. To love me.

But that was a lie.
I just thought, maybe i will be loved.
at this time i think, maybe your not worth it,
Maybe its not worth all the pain i feel.
But i don't give up
Because, You told me.

Posted 08 Sep 2007

Topic: You told me

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wah..
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thankoooooo sis
   
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I tough we were going to be together forever, I guess not it was for a while I hate being hurt, I hate crying, Just thinking that you and me was not a mistake putt's a smile on my face, But then I think why?? Why were we not meant to be? Is it you? Is it me? you want to get back together but I'm confuse you changed since we met I've been the same, Sometimes I don't know what to do it drives me crazy, should I get mad, should I cry, yell die sometimes I feel like dieing because I feel lonely I don't have no one to tell me they "love me", I felt so special when I was with you but it all went away little by little, And with this I want to let you know that I "love you" and I have no regrets!! LOVE 4 EVER

Posted 08 Sep 2007

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They have desperate eyes,
and lonely souls
I have a desperate soul,
you see only when you look into my lonely eyes
Pause! into the blue window's to my soul,
do you see the cold?
It is very cold!
Feel the bite of the icy chill
that comes from my eyes
Feel is inside of your lonely soul

You look at me with your lonely eyes
And cry.

Posted 08 Sep 2007

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thanks
dear QUEEN
and Darkjal
Posted 08 Sep 2007

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The Moon Shines Bright Tonight,
Shall Tonight Be The Night,
The Night It All Ends.
For The Sound Of Distant Wolves,
Howling There Lonesome Cries,
Calling To The Darkness Of The Hills.
Breaking The Silence, That Was Taking Over Me,
Bringing Me Back To The Cold Cruel World,
Where Im Forced To Stay.
Alone, Afraid, Abandoned.
I Too Stay In A Darkened Corner,
Staring At The Moon,
Hoping One Day Someone
Will Pull Me Away, But,
For Now I Stay In The Moonlight,
With The Wolves,
Such Sadness Washes Over Me,
As I Lay Down, And Go To Sleep,
I Know This Is Where I Shall Stay,
Until Someone Saves Me.
Which Will Never Be A Reality..!!
Posted 08 Sep 2007

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thanks to all dear ones
Posted 08 Sep 2007

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welcomes
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Posted 08 Sep 2007

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London_Girl said:

eshajam said:

London_Girl said:

CONGRATZZZZZZZZZZ ESHA'S FAN




my sweet dear sis






ur welx dear!

keep it up!



Posted 08 Sep 2007

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^dewaja^ said:

congrats





TM balqis



and you too
CONGRATULATIONS
on your 1000 posts
keep it up dear
and keep posting
Posted 08 Sep 2007

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May Be said:

congratulations






Posted 08 Sep 2007

Topic: Me Back

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hmmmm..ok
welcome back ji..
Posted 08 Sep 2007

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khayali se
and
darkhero

both are my brothers
khayali is my childhood friend
magar friend kam hein aur bro ziyada..
Posted 08 Sep 2007